Suck in, bone against skin, ribs outline: Beauty. Normal, chubby, fat: Ugly. Stop eating, stop eating, you'll be beautiful. I shamefully eat an apple, glutenous fingers holding this poison fruit. Swimming, swimming, I'll be beautiful. I get out of the pool, my swimsuit shows off my rounded body. It's all wrong. Crowd cheers, loud cheers, I'm beautiful. I speed down my lane, my eyes get spots as my body weakens. I can't move. Lay in bed at night, sleepless night. My stomach growls, but it's all right now. My stark skin is right against my ivory bones.