Play With Toys Not Me

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#PlayWithToysNotMe
#Intro

I knew when the bitch left me again, it just had to be to go back to her baby daddy. All the wet shoulders I let her lean on when she came running to me crying about that nigga. All the long talks and the "come picke me ups", and my dumb ass a go running to get her from his house. Eating her out time after time, as tears would run down her face thinking about that nigga...but bussin off in my mouth at the same time. I blame myself though.... because I'm the one over and over be letting people come in my life and use me, just to leave me looking stupid again. You ever have had somebody that fools you like they love you so much; I mean a have yo ass knee deep... but wake up one day and just step on your heart like a damn roach. Thats how the bitch Jessy did me. Hell she dont know if she want his dick or my dildo. But I do know one thang, she better quit playing with my motherfucking heart. She dont know my whole story. You keep playing with this bitch Briana, your body gone come up missing period. Just like me sitting outside her babydaddy house waiting one her to come out once again. Calling me cause he cheating again. I know its serious because her 9year old son Karis just ran and got in the back of my car.

"What happen now Karis?" I asked as he ran and got in. Thinking I was just his momma good friend.

He replied breathing hard..

"Ion know man I just heard my daddy snap out on her because she told him she was pregnant."

My heart literally dropped hearing Karis explaining. It breaks my souI knowing I cant give her what that no good nigga give her and thats a baby. Yall I knew then I was gon kill her and her unborn when we did make it to my house. I cant take this shit no more!

**BOOM**