SHOOTING STAR

8th NOVEMBER 2020
MY EXISTANCE DRINKING TEA AND FUCKING UP MY ALREADY FUCKED UP SLEEPS AT 1:00 IN THE NIGHT.THE ONLY GOOD DEED THE CORONA THING HAS DONE IS CLEARING UP THE SKY MAKING ALL THE STARS SIGNIFICANTLY NOTICABLE IN THE CHILLING NIGHT SKIES
7TH TO 12TH OF NOVEMBER NIGHTS HAD BEEN FREEZING COOL that demandedBODIES FULLY COVERED UP IN BLANKETS AND THE ONLY PART SHOWING IS UR EYES.THE WEATHER BE CHILLING THEM EYE BALLS TOO🤣
THE SKY IS ALL LIT UP WITH JUST THE BLAZING PIN TIPPED STAR LIGHT,
THE MAGNIFICENT MOON LIGHT HAD GOTTEN DIMMER THAT DAY
SO THAT SHE COULD WATCH HER LITTLE ONES PLAYING AND SHINING IN THE NIGHT SKIES
BEFORE I COULD GET OFF MY GAZE FROM THEIR TWINKLE ONE OF THE LITTLE ONES FELL OFF THE SKY LEAVING A FAINT YELLOW LIGHT FOLLOWING ITS FALL
I THEN SEE IT FALL INTO THE LAPS OF DARK SKY AND DISAPPEAR
JUST AS THE TIME GOES BYnd U FEEL OK WID PEOPLE WHO BEEN VIBING WITHu FOR YEARS AND BEEN A SIGNIFICANT PART OF UR LIFE SLOWLY LEAVE AND DISAPPEAR
THE MERE ESSENCE OF THEIR MEMORIES, THE SWEETER ONES THAT ONE DAY THEY BE TALKING DUMB SHIT AND MAKING A FOOL OUT OF THEMSELVES BRINGS IN A BRIEF LAUGH FOLLOWED BY GENTLE DISMISSAL AND FORGETTING

THE OTHER TWINKLES DIDN'T NECESSARILY DO ANYTHING TO MAKE THAT LIL STAY WHO SLIPPED AWAY AND RAN
SO IS IT WITH PEOPLE,SOME JUST FIT IN YOUR LIFE PERFECTLY EVEN IN THE TIMES WHERE YOU PUSH THEM AWAY,THEY DRAW uIN,KEEPING uCLOSE ND WARM
WITH SOME A LITTLE LOVE FROM U MAKES THEM CLIMB MOUNTAINS TO EVENTUALLY SETTLE DOWN THE CONNECTION AT EASE
BUT WITH SOME,TIME AFFECTION AND EFFORTS IS A MERE WASTAGE. CAUSE AT THE END OF THE DAY NOT EVERYONE BELONGS TO THE SAME STAR FAMILY AND FEW ARE MEANT TO STAY ONLY FOR A SHORTER DURATION, TEACH SOME LESSONS AND BID A GOODBYE

I CONCLUDE:-
EVERY CONNECTION NEEDS EFFORTS BUT NOT EVERYTHING NEEDS TO BE THAT HARD!
SOME BIND IN STRONG PRETTY EFFORTLESSLY
AND uKNOW THAT ONE DAY WHEN uBREAK AND FALL THEY WILL BE THERE TO HOLD YOUR BACK JUST LIKE YOU ARE WILLING TO