searching for something
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Ongoing5m
Last published Sat, Nov 1, 2014
I was searching for something but I didn't know where to look, I searched for so long, and all my time it took. What was I looking for, or what was looking for me? My eyes I kept open but I just couldn't see. It was gnawing at my heart and ripping through my brain. I didn't know what was wrong. I thought I was going insane. I was tired of looking for something that I thought waso impossible to find. It was tearing me apart. I prayed to God to give me a sign. I waited and waited, but the sign never came. Finally, one day it happened My heart completely changed I found what I was looking for, But I wasn't looking for this. Am I sure this is what I was looking for? Or was it something that I missed? When I looked into the eyes of this something I thought was fake I saw an angel looking back, and my heart it did take. This something that I've been looking for was a true gift from God above. The missing piece I found was you and your love.
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