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searching for something

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Reads 18
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I was searching for something but I didn't know where to look, I searched for so long, and all my time it took. What was I looking for, or what was looking for me? My eyes I kept open but I just couldn't see. It was gnawing at my heart and ripping through my brain. I didn't know what was wrong. I thought I was going insane. I was tired of looking for something that I thought waso impossible to find. It was tearing me apart. I prayed to God to give me a sign. I waited and waited, but the sign never came. Finally, one day it happened My heart completely changed I found what I was looking for, But I wasn't looking for this. Am I sure this is what I was looking for? Or was it something that I missed? When I looked into the eyes of this something I thought was fake I saw an angel looking back, and my heart it did take. This something that I've been looking for was a true gift from God above. The missing piece I found was you and your love.All Rights Reserved

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FOR-MY-ENEMY

" who is the father of your child !!" " I don't know! " Saying with a tap of tears running down. I'm Angel but I don't think that is the right name for me ,my life has been hell since I got pregnant . I need to find the father of my child and trust me that person is my ...ENEMY. But the question is who ??