Chasing Her Heart

I was looking outside the window. Can't stop myself from crying

"Ma'am please stop crying na kasi yung makeup mo ay nag smudge na ulit. Pang ilang ulit na natin to.. anong oras na" sabi ng makeup artist ko na medyo naiirita na sa akin dahil sa kakaiyak ko mga nakailang ulit na kami sa pag mimakeup.

I hold a grip to my emotions and tears. After a few minutes natapos na din sa wakas yung makeup ko. At nilagay na yung veil as a final touches sa look ko and then my mom entered the room with a smile on her face and look so elegantly beautiful. Everyone is happy except me.

I will be going to marry the man who my parents want me to be married with. Yes, it is an arranged wedding. It's too old fashioned but not with us. It's like that we don't own our lives. We can't choose,we can't say no. It's really hard to be a child of a businessman who treats you like you are a property not a child.

I'm marrying a stranger whom I barely not know. I just met him last week though he seems nice naman. I'm still scared. And the biggest problem is someone already owned my heart....