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Hidden Desire book 1 (Un)Control(led)

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Gabriel Corbett, a straight writer of gay romance, clings to control as if his life depended on it. Plain looking and suffering from a slight limp he loves living in the shadows. Accepting the very lucrative deal to create a gay BDSM character for his popular web-series 'Gay love on Campus' puts him on a collision course with a man who demands his attention and challenges his perception of what control really means.
Kincade Russell, a Master Dominant, only plays with elite Subs. Waiting for his favorite Sub to return from abroad, he takes on the project to guide a fugly young man and introduce him to the finer points of BDSM role-play. Never in his life did he meet someone so hellbent on defying his every word. 
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