The Hell That I call Life
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Last published Wed, Feb 3, 2021
Izuku Midoriya is a quirkless boy who is abused by his father and mother after being diagnosed. His ex-bestfriend starts teasing him that slowly becomes bullying. Despite everything, he still wants to become a hero, never giving up his dream by training and saving random people whenever he can. After passing the exam, will aizawa notice the abuse before it's too late?
this is what I'm planning, but let me know how you want it to go!
I do not own any of these characters
warnings:
bullying
abuse
angst
selfharm
swearing
suicide
suicidal thoughts
incorrect spelling
anorexia
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