Swift as a Coursing River | ✓ - Birthe - Wattpad

Swift as a Coursing River | ✓

Reads 7,020
Votes 854
Parts 43
Time 9h 16m

Reads 7,020
Votes 854
Parts 43
Time 9h 16m

A recently out divorcee must explore his identity and how to not be the straight-acting man he's been his whole life. Just when he has found his footing, a flamboyant trans man jumbles up his ideas about what it means to be gay, to be masculine, to be a man.

***

Edwin realises he's gay at the ripe age of 56. Coming-out should set him free to finally explore his sexuality, but honestly?

He feels lost.

He's getting a divorce after thirty years of marriage, half of his friends turn out to be homophobes, he feels an interloper in LGBT places, and for the first time ever, he's living alone. His only remaining certainty - the one he's risked everything for - is that he's attracted to men.

To affirm his sexuality, Edwin focuses on everything masculine and seeks out gay men like him. But just when he finds his footing, a flamboyant gay man jumbles up all his ideas about what it means to be gay, to be masculine, to be a man.

If Edwin wants to find his community, he'll need to re-examine what it takes to belong.

***

Cover by the amazing @SmokeAndOranges! Cover image found by @galaxiesuniversesAll Rights Reserved

Table of contents

43 parts

Sign up to add Swift as a Coursing River | ✓ to your library and receive updates

or

Content Guidelines

You may also like

𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐓 (ManxMan) by HisMelancholic

(𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐃) Joseph Ramirez, a emotionally unstable therapist with a bleak life and a failing relationship, is targeted by sociopathic bad boy Alex Crawfield. But after his childhood best friend comes back into his life. He must choose between the two. Will he change Alex? Or find solace in a old flame? ••• "What the fuck was that?" "He's a friend Alex..." "That touches you!" My voice at this point was yelling and I started heating up. "Only guy who should be touching you is ME!" With a smirk on his face, he caressed my jaw like he did in the club. "Why are you so jealous all of a sudden?" "I'm not! I don't give a fuck who it is. The only guy you should be talking to is ME!" he was trying to come up with a response but his eyes told me he liked it... ••• Highest Ranking - #1 in sociopath (2/5/22) Highest Ranking - #7 in psycho (2/13/22) Highest Ranking - #4 in obsession (2/14/22) Highest Ranking - #1 in Patient (4/1/22) Highest Ranking - #1 in mentallyunstable (3/31/22) Highest Ranking - #12 in manxman (4/13/22) Highest Ranking - #1 in gayfiction (6/23/2022) Highest Ranking - #5 in mxm(7/23/2022) Cover Designed By: emilymarieharvey

Rich Love (BoyxBoy) by MJ_Is_My_WORLD

MxM STORY! YOU DON'T LIKE IT, THEN PLEASE READ ANOTHER STORY. PLEASE DON'T WASTE ANYONE'S TIME BY WRITING NEGATIVE COMMENTS. STRONG LANGUAGE! READ AT OWN RISK! X RATED!!!!! Michael Jackson is a 31 year old single dad. He looses his job at a repair auto shop. The only thing in his life making him feel happy and warm inside is his 6 year old daughter. Her birthday is coming up and he promised her a pink bike. But the store manager raises the price of the bike, making it impossible for Michael to buy it at the moment. Little does he know, the bike starts a relationship with a very handsome man named Brandon Clifford. Brandon runs his father's company and is very wealthy. He buys the bike for Lilly and Michael promises to repay the favor. A very unusual relationship sparks, causing both men to question their beliefs. Will they settle their differences and love each other? Or will their beliefs drift them apart?

When He Got Married by ryanaureoholt

"It was the best orgasm I've ever had. It was so intense that for a second there, it felt like my soul would escape through my nipples." Luke and Daniel have been best friends since forever. When Daniel marries the love of his life, Alexander, Luke discovers new feelings, feelings he doesn't quite understand. While Daniel gets the job of his dreams and travels around the world, Luke meets Veronica and falls in love with her. When Daniel's marriage falls apart because of his work, Luke is already engaged. On the day of his wedding, Luke realizes what his feelings mean, but it's too late. Slowly and gradually, they grow apart, but when Luke finds a way out of his marriage, he reaches out to his best friend. Will Luke be able to confess his love for Daniel? Will Daniel be able to love a man he thought of as his brother? Read to find out what alcohol can do. [40,000 Words] #3 - GayMarriage - 02/24/21 #8 - GayRelationship - 10/28/20 #34 - GayCouple - 10/26/20 #208 - MaleXMale - 12/14/20 #234 - GayRomance - 12/14/20 #315 - GayFiction - 12/14/20 #396 - MxM - 12/14/20 #408 - ManXMan - 12/14/20 #541 - Bisexual - 12/14/20 #650 - WattPride - 12/14/20 #858 - LGBTQ - 12/13/20 #863 - GayLove - 12/14/20 #865 - LGBT - 12/13/20

Kairos - Blood (MxM) | Book 2 | ✅ by YuukaSumiko

Is this your world, Jack? Blood and guns. One wrong step and I might fall. Or worse, Jack. You could die. Stupid. Remember to breathe. Screw being cautious. Shit happens anyway. "I've taken away your speech." No, you've helped me speak the words I really wanted to say. "I've taken away your sight." No, you've helped me see myself better than ever. "I've taken away your arms and legs." No, you've given me more freedom than I've ever tasted before. I should have said: I love you, Jack. This is BOOK 2 of Kairos - It's highly recommended that you read BOOK 1, Kairos-Lust ***Warning!***Violence, Mature Content, Coarse Language (Steve says and thinks the F word a lot O.O)***You might have fun!**** BDSM elements ... you got the picture. UPDATE SCHEDULE: Mondays

Spider-MAN (Trans Peter Parker Story) by Newt_L_Young_

Peter is your average teenage boy... except he's not. Peter Parker knows all about secret identities. Not only is he Spider-Man, he's also a trans guy. From bullies to bad guys, Peter Parker must get past obstacles like Flash, dysphoria, and high school. Not to mention working with the avengers and preparing to attempt taking down Thanos in an Infinity War. Join Peter on his journey to being his complete and true self, from his LGBT identities: bi and trans ftm, to the superhero identity of Spider-Man. His bonds with the avengers will grow, and he'll even later on meet new friends, like Shuri. But Peter will never truly leave May, Ned, or MJ behind, either. Started 8-8-18 COMPLETED: 9-27-18 Cover credit: me ENTERED INTO WATTYS AWARD 2019 *I love trying to keep stuff as canon and believable as possible, but there's a few changes: (trans Peter), Steve x Bucky, deaf Clint, Lucky aka Pizza Dog, etc.* *Smut-free, but some instances of sexual/romantic content *LGBT *Good spelling/grammar* *Tom Holland as Spider-Man Version *Possible Marvel spoilers? (Any Marvel movie Infinity War and before) TRIGGER WARNING: Includes bad ftm dysphoria, flashbacks, self harm, suicidal thoughts/tendencies, anxiety/panic attacks, alcoholism, cussing, and depression. Book 1: Spider-MAN (Trans Peter Parker Story) Book 2: Man in a Can (PTSD Recovery) Rankings: 1. #1 in ftm - Sept. 22-Oct. 21, 2018 2. #9 in transgender - Oct. 15, 2018 3. #1 in trans - June 24, 2019 4. #1 in transpeterparker - Sept. 30 - Oct. 31, 2018 5. #15 in irondad - Oct. 31, 2018 6. #1 in steverogersbuckybarnes - Dec. 21, 2018 7. #1 in Stucky - Dec. 7, 2018 8. #7 in guardiansofthegalaxy - Sept. 29, 2018 9. #15 in fan fiction - December 31, 2018 10. #2 in marvel - January 2, 2019 11. #96 in LGBT - Feb. 23, 2019 You're still reading this? Why? Might as well just read the book at this point. ;P

Baby Boy || Gay MxM || Omegaverse by ShadedSin

The boy is completely shut down. A broken shell is what they turned him into, his human side nearly gone, the alpha in him tortured into full submission. This is the boy alpha Michael finds in the hands of criminals, and quickly becomes devoted to. ***** Trigger Warnings: Sex, Violence, Blood, Death Ream subscribers will get 4 bonus chapters, and a bonus story, Weekend Vacation! PLUS more goodies linked to my other stories from early access to additional chapters, plenty of smut scenes, art, and even more! It's 6$ a month and you can find the link in my profile! Shaded Allies series: 1. Baby Boy 2. Trouble 3. The Little Thief Welcome to my Shaded Universe, where domestic terrorism is a big issue; where laws and rules get bend for the greater good; where the good guys are not always good, and the bad guys aren't always bad; where men are affectionate and cuddly, and where "good boy" and "baby boy" are common phrases even between friends. This universe contains a multitude of smaller stories, all wrapped around the main story, Shaded Soldiers. Every story can be read as a standalone, but if you wish to explore this world further, I recommend you to read the smaller stories in Shaded Allies series in chronological order while following the updates of Shaded Soldiers. || Gay || BxB || MxM || LGBT || Romance || Omegaverse ||

He's A Man And He Is Mine. {COMPLETED✔} by AlphaKelly

HE IS THE BOY THAT WAS BORN AS A GIRL AND HAD TO PROVE TO HIMSELF, EVERY DAY THAT HE IS MAN ENOUGH FOR THE WORLD. ~~~~~~~ Adrian's life hasn't been one he is proud of since he lost his home the day he came out to his family. He thought they loved him as they always said but it turned out it was all a big fat lie. Going through life and trying to make the most of it, he met a man who would turn his whole world around. Just when he thought he was finally going to be happy, fate showed up with another plan, one that would leave Adrian wondering whether living was actually worth it. ~~~^~~~ "Elijah, you can't be serious!" "I am." "Why?" "Because he's a man and he is mine!" ~~~√~~~ #1- trans #2- ftm #4- transgender

Their Little Femboy (MxMxM) by Origin_of_Kelpie

Leslie Roberts thought he was an average guy (aside from a few things he didn't like to think about). At twenty-one years of age, he has a girlfriend of three years, an annoying best friend, good friendships, and is already in his last year of college with a graphic arts degree. But things weren't fully as Leslie believed. Instead, there was something much worse going on in the background. Amongst the confusion, fear, anger, and betrayal, two people were there to save Leslie and give him some much needed rest, pampering, and affection. However, Leslie had forgotten something very important and that missing puzzle piece will change his life forever. ____________ Warnings: MxMxM romance Threesome 18+ Smut Kinks (Crossdressing, DDLB, BDSM) Violence + Language Mafia/Gangs Child abuse (Memories) Kidnapping Obsessive characters ____________ If you recognize this title, cover, and overall summary line, you most likely read the old version of Their Little Femboy from my previous account. And yes, this is indeed a *new* version that was mostly written from scratch. I hope you enjoy reading it!

Fated Enemies | ✔️ by BoundlessReverie

✔️ | When you've been controlled by your father nearly your entire life, would you take the risk and escape? I did. I took that risk and escaped my father. The big, bad mafia boss; Jerry Tirelli. That man has never been a father to me. He's worth no more than the scum on the bottom of my shoes. I thought I'd be free after escaping him. I wish I knew I'd be walking into the hands of the most feared man in Jersey. Xavier Toscano. My family's biggest rival. Maybe it's stockholm syndrome? Or am I just simply falling in love? I've been deprived of human contact for so long, how do you decipher the two? ⚠️TW : Assault, Violence, Rape/Attempted rape, Attempted suicide, Sexual content between mxm. Read at your own risk; this book will be dark and emotional. Tw will be mentioned at the beginning of each chapter besides consensual sexual content. ⚠️ Published - August 2022

Kairos - Lust (MxM)| Book 1 | ✅ by YuukaSumiko

Ah, screw it! I'm not your dog, not your whore, and certainly not your lover. I'm Prof. Steve Finley. I teach English Lit to snot-nosed students. I'm a failed writer - those who cannot do, teach. Don't give me that look, Jack. You're a shady gangster and you don't know anything about writing or about me... Stop hiding my clothes. Stop leaving me notes with orders. Stop being so adorable when you're supposed to be the bad guy. We're in this messed up situation because of you. You're the jerk here, aren't you? Be cruel. Be awful. Because I'm falling and there's a long way down to rock bottom. Who the Hell am I? I'm Not Steve. ___This is a Psychological Romance___in which Every Detail Matters___ Reader feedback (:D): "I have 20 minutes to study 3 years of work for my maths tests... what am I going to do instead? READ MY FAVOURITE BOOK!" - Beano (@Starb0y) " I've been on this site for far too looooong, and sadly you can easily count just how many quality gay mature stories are in here. So when I stumbled upon yours I found myself immersed, made me interested in Wattpad again. Totally love this book, keep up the great work. " - @fishballsamurai Book 1 of the Kairos series. COMPLETED. Enjoy, leave a comment and follow for updates. :) **Graphic Content 18+ **This is a Gay Erotic Novel of sorts**WARNING**You might enjoy it**

You may also like

Slide 1 of 10

𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐓 (ManxMan) cover

Rich Love (BoyxBoy) cover

When He Got Married cover

Kairos - Blood (MxM) | Book 2 | ✅ cover

Spider-MAN (Trans Peter Parker Story) cover

Baby Boy || Gay MxM || Omegaverse cover

He's A Man And He Is Mine. {COMPLETED✔} cover

Their Little Femboy (MxMxM) cover

Fated Enemies | ✔️ cover

Kairos - Lust (MxM)| Book 1 | ✅ cover

𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐓 (ManxMan)

(𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐃) Joseph Ramirez, a emotionally unstable therapist with a bleak life and a failing relationship, is targeted by sociopathic bad boy Alex Crawfield. But after his childhood best friend comes back into his life. He must choose between the two. Will he change Alex? Or find solace in a old flame? ••• "What the fuck was that?" "He's a friend Alex..." "That touches you!" My voice at this point was yelling and I started heating up. "Only guy who should be touching you is ME!" With a smirk on his face, he caressed my jaw like he did in the club. "Why are you so jealous all of a sudden?" "I'm not! I don't give a fuck who it is. The only guy you should be talking to is ME!" he was trying to come up with a response but his eyes told me he liked it... ••• Highest Ranking - #1 in sociopath (2/5/22) Highest Ranking - #7 in psycho (2/13/22) Highest Ranking - #4 in obsession (2/14/22) Highest Ranking - #1 in Patient (4/1/22) Highest Ranking - #1 in mentallyunstable (3/31/22) Highest Ranking - #12 in manxman (4/13/22) Highest Ranking - #1 in gayfiction (6/23/2022) Highest Ranking - #5 in mxm(7/23/2022) Cover Designed By: emilymarieharvey