WARNING THIS STORY WILL HAVE SMUT + ABUSIVE FLASHBACKS AND SITUATIONS THAT MAY BE TRIGGERING READ WITH CAUSION thank you :) The story of a college girl who seems to scare away potential boyfriends while battling her inner sadist, when she potentially meets her perfect match. Will she scare him away aswell? Will she change her ways to fit the expectations of society? Read and find out ;) plus music recommended that may fit that chapter or I just enjoy!