"Hit me," I whisper, staring up at him, as he towered over me, my back pressed to the wall.
His face falls from one of anger to one of confusion, his brows furrowing, and he looks down, ripping his stupid, show-stopping blue eyes away from my own.
God, even when I'm mad at him, I love him.
He looks at me, taking a step back, in complete and utter shock at my words, "What?"
"Hit me, do it, don't act as you care for me," I spit out, pursing my lips together to keep myself from sobbing.
He looks at me, and I stare back, the silence fills the room and he runs his hand through his hair, turning away from me.
"I'm not gonna hit you, you idiot, I love you" He snaps after a few painful minutes of silence, gently cupping my face into his hands, lowering his tone, "Despite everything, I still love you,"
I find myself leaning into his touch, even though I don't want to, "You love me, but I'm one you've turned on, repeatedly,"
"I'd chose my sister over you, any of you," He says, softly. But for some reason, when he says it, I want to accept it, but I don't deserve to be a second choice.
"Just me,"
He quickly pulls his touch away from me, and only then, can I think straight. I'm upset that I fell for it, again, his stupid love spell.
"Stop! Stop with the bullsh*t about being unloved, you are a part of me. If you don't agree with my motive, I don't care! I never said I was perfect," He shouts at me, throwing a vase off the table, "But I need you,"
" YOU ARE SO ANNOYING! JUST GET OUT OF MY LIFE ! WITHOUT YOU , MY LIFE WOULD BE BETTER ! "
I bit my lip and tried so hard to hold back my tears , " I-I'm sorry...I-I didn't mean to be a disturbance in your li-life...I-I will distance *sniff* myself from you from today onwards..."
N&J
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" F*ck off ! I WON'T BELIEVE A SINGLE CRAP OUT FROM YOUR MOUTH ! STOPP USING ME TO SATISFY YOUR BOREDOM ! "
I regretted everything ," I'm sorry...*sniff* I-I really am..."
S&T
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" Get away from me ! I REALLY HATE YOU ! "
I was hurt by her words , " I'm sorry...I don't know what I did to make you hate me so much but... "
M&C
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" Am I that unlucky in love ? Why whenever I really like someone , that person like someone else ? "
I was trying really hard not to show my sadness ," Can't you see me ! I'm just right beside you ! CAN'T YOU HEAR MY HEART BEATING FOR YOU ?! " I wanted to say those words but I just can't do it...
M&D
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" Will you accept me back in your life ? "
* silence *
" i'm sorry... "
D&J
Start : 2nd May 2024
End : 3rd May 2024