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The Bidding of my Heart

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This is the story of a "normal" teenage boy named Tyler. Tyler, unlike a lot of people, lost his dad and lives with his mom, even after having graduated. He hides an unsettling secret behind his dark hair. He has a lot of self-doubt, trauma, and mental illnesses to work through. Can someone step into his life and fix him, or will he suffer in his own chosen fate?All Rights Reserved

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Ghost Whispers |-/ Joshler by spookyangelo

Tyler Joseph's soul is dying. Joshua Dun's is already long gone but his spirit lives on. It becomes tied to Tyler, a boy who moves into the house across the street from where Joshua and his family was murdered. Tyler begins to slip away but Joshua won't give up that easily. After a night with a ouija board, Tyler can finally see him. They quickly become best friends and spend every waking moment together. But Josh has some demons to fight. They're bigger, they're badder, and they're Tyler's. |-/ «© angelo»

Learning To Love by renee_dixon_

Ollie, a lonely boy who suffers from anxiety is a boy who just can't be free. Dealing with a drug problem, an abusive father, and his friend group falling apart, he rides the waves of life's struggles, and finds love in an angry boys eyes. Lucas, the angry boy who struggles with self esteem and coming to terms with his real identity. He's terrified of facing rejection, he's terrified of facing the truth, and he's terrified of being alone, yet he pushes everyone away. This is the story about two boys learning to love in a world full of hate. A spin off from the Grayson Price book: you do not have to read Grayson Price to read this book. Disclaimer: violence, trigger warning, harsh substances and bad language. MATURE

Closet Thoughts (a short Joshler story) 🏳️‍🌈 ✔️ by InthenameofJoshDun

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH! I wanted to write a one-shot for pride month, but I turned it into a short story because pride month and my gay readers deserve more than just a one-shot. Tyler Joseph is a great high school kid: He's popular, is great at basketball, has great friends and good grades. However, he chooses to live a lie every day again: He's gay, and very much in the closet. He's terrified of what would happen if people would find out about him being gay, and it's taking a toll on him. WARNING: self harm, thoughts about possible homophobia, also some gay stereotypes Started: 27 June 2018 Finished: 16 December 2019

They lied to me! by Ali-Panda

A boy that gets beat by his brothers for being gay. He is terrified and he is scared. Everything was good until he came out. The they changed. Then you add a lie they have been hiding for years. Will Max be able to make it through this. Will it be too much. Warning: This will contain strong language, abuse, sexual assault, boyxboy. It will also speak about self-harm and be a "brotherxbrother." I will but a TW before a sensitive part. You can skip that part and move down to where it ends.

Bad Boy Knows My Secret (BxB) by OliverDunham

Jesse's life turns upside down once the football player from his school finds out he's gay. Because of that he has to obey to jock's every command or else his secret will be revealed to everyone. Jesse already had a hard enough life because of his alcoholic father and insensitive mother and this made things even more complicated. Not to mention the fact that he was living in a pretty homophobic environment and for his own safety he had to hide his true identity. Will Jesse be able to overcome this challenge? You'll have to read more to find out. *DISCLAIMER - Story contains themes that some readers may consider disturbing such as suicide, homophobia, violence and more. If you're easily triggered by the things mentioned above this content may not be right for you. Ps. This is a first draft of the book. You can find the polished version of this story here by a different title (Melancholic.) It is also uploaded on DREAME and Inkitt. I'd recommend checking that out because it has less errors, a few changes and some added scenes.

band aids ↠ joshler ✔ by jupitermavericks

"dude, i'm telling you, tyler can't know. please don't tell him." - josh has been confined ever since he was eighteen. first, a prison. now, a mental hospital. - josh bit his lip before hastily asking, "can i.. am i allowed to know his name?" gaspipe only moved his finger in a circular motion, gesturing for josh to leave. the brunet sighed, standing and placing a hand on the doorknob. however, just before stepping out, he heard a name escape gaspipe's lips; "tyler. tyler joseph." and just like that, any and all excitement josh previously had was suddenly lost. of course, it had to be him. nevertheless, josh left the room anyway, preparing to live the last two days to their fullest before meeting with tyler. of course, it had to be a joseph. - //3-27-17// 6-28-17 \\4-7-17\\ 7-1-17 [Trigger Warning]

My Reason To Live by lisaaaaa1616

Clay is traumatised by his past and becomes cold and emotionless, hurting himself to feel something while his life is filled with emptiness. His parents are hopeless and don't know how to help him anymore while he games all day and skips school. George struggles with an eating disorder and seeks help on the wrong sites, meeting a coach who is "eighteen" years old. George trusts him and ends up sending him pictures of himself without anything on, not realising the terrible effects of this. His escape is to game as well, meeting an emotionless person who appears to have a soft spot for him. Will they be able to help each other? Warnings: -Eating disorder/body dysmorphia (anorexia) -Grooming/manipulation/fat shaming -Suicide attempt (overdose) -Self harm (blood) -Panic attacks -Kidnapping -Bullying -Abuse

Breaking The Jock by winterhx

Meet Jordan, a shy eighteen-year-old boy, who had just started senior year in the sunny state of California. He's a quirky, nerdy boy who happens to like other boys and that's why people don't like him there. Enter Nathan, the star quarterback of the high school Jordan attends, he's a solemn and mature man respected by many, but there's something about him that makes Jordan's guts tremble. Follow these two extravagant young men on a road full of passion, laughter, tears, and spoons - don't forget the spoon! © 2020 winterhex. All Rights Reserved.

The Mute (BoyxBoy) (Completed) by SkylarPorter_BxB

(BOYxBOY STORY) 💛💚💙❤💜 💛💚💙❤💜 Cole Matthews has the most perfect life you could imagine. He's the quarterback of his High School's football team and one of the most popular guys. But, Cole has a secret that he has kept locked away from everyone. Cole Matthew's is secretly gay. 🌈 Ryan Hudson is known as the shy and bullied mute boy that always sticks to the shadows as if it's his best friend. Will these two souls bond together? Or will Cole's popularity and Ryan's fears get in the way? (Contains strong language and adult situations.) (SMUT) Viewer Discretion is advised.

Fractured Fragments Pt.1 (BoyXBoy) by OpTicTide

Readers follow the journey of Chris, a freshman in high school whose life takes a dramatic turn when a routine bus ride to school becomes a horrifying nightmare. Initially leading a content life with loving parents, Chris's world is shattered when the bus he's traveling on is hijacked by a group of ruthless individuals. Trapped alongside his fellow students, they are subjected to unimaginable horrors and abuse in harrowing conditions. Months of enduring torment and witnessing unspeakable acts leave an indelible mark on Chris's psyche. Haunted by the traumas he experienced, he emerges as a deeply changed individual, grappling with the aftermath of the ordeal that stripped away his innocence and shattered his trust in humanity. In an attempt to help Chris find solace and a chance at normalcy once again, his parents make a courageous decision to uproot their lives, relocating the family to a small town on the east coast. Here, amidst the backdrop of a close-knit community and scenic surroundings, Chris is given the opportunity to rebuild his shattered life. As he navigates the challenges of adjusting to a new environment, Chris encounters someone who will play a pivotal role in his healing journey. This individual, whether a kindred spirit or a source of support, offers a glimmer of hope in a world that has been tainted by darkness.

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Ghost Whispers |-/ Joshler cover

Learning To Love cover

Closet Thoughts (a short Joshler story) 🏳️‍🌈 ✔️ cover

They lied to me! cover

Bad Boy Knows My Secret (BxB) cover

band aids ↠ joshler ✔ cover

My Reason To Live cover

Breaking The Jock cover

The Mute (BoyxBoy) (Completed) cover

Fractured Fragments Pt.1 (BoyXBoy) cover

Ghost Whispers |-/ Joshler

Tyler Joseph's soul is dying. Joshua Dun's is already long gone but his spirit lives on. It becomes tied to Tyler, a boy who moves into the house across the street from where Joshua and his family was murdered. Tyler begins to slip away but Joshua won't give up that easily. After a night with a ouija board, Tyler can finally see him. They quickly become best friends and spend every waking moment together. But Josh has some demons to fight. They're bigger, they're badder, and they're Tyler's. |-/ «© angelo»