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not throwing away my shot

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Reads 24,357
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Parts 34
Time 2h 4m

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john laurens decides he needs some fresh air after an argument with his abusive boyfriend charles lee when he stumbles across the most beautiful boy he's ever seen in his life. a stunning dark haired law student with the most enchanting violet-blue eyes. is he the key to john's freedom? can john learn to love again?

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Broken Lams Modern AU {High School} {Soulmates} {Mature} {Completed} by MamaTurtle4427

Alexander Hamilton is broken. He's the new kid with a tragic past and a strange look at a school where everyone knows everyone, and he's the latest in a long line of targets for... well, everyone. He wants to hate people so much that he doesn't want to meet his soulmate. Ever. John Laurens is broken. But no one knows it. On the outside he looks fine: just your average hippie, always smiling, always toting around a ukulele that he plays in the halls for anyone who frowns. But what they don't know is worse than anything they've ever experienced. In a world where everyone has soulmates, what happens when two very different boys connect in a way that no one would expect? Characters belong to Lin-Manuel Miranda/Hamilton/Uh... Their historical selves??? Cover art by BeckyShecky ⚠️ Warning: Mature language, derogatory language, abuse, rape, self-harm, suicide, murder, death ⚠️

More Than a Summer Fling | Modern Lams AU | Fragilehoney by fragilehoney

~SUMMER CAMP AU~ (complete) John Laurens is a pretty typical teenager. Average grades, decent social life, and hella gay. His parents thought it would be nice to send him to a summer camp to get him away from the same routine. Little does he know what his summer will entail. My first Hamilton fanfic! :)

I'm Yours(Lams College AU) by simplyhamilton

John Laurens: A boy who has lived in South Carolina until he was ten. Homeschool until his senior year of high school. He was finally being enrolled at King's College after attending NYU for a year. He was never very social and only had a few friends. Not to mention he was gay. Alexander Hamilton: Orphan and Carribean immigrant. His father left at 10, his mom died at 12, and his cousin committed suicide at 17. He was on his own. Never went to school until he started his Sophomore year at King's College. For these two boys. Everything will change once they discover that they are roommates. How will this effect them? Story contains Lams, Mullette, a little Jeffmads, Thomgelica, Meggy, and other ships. All characters belong to Lin Manuel Miranda. I do not own Hamilton nor it's characters Started: July 10, 2017 Completed: January 7, 2018

Roses Of Mist [Lams//Boyxboy] ✔️ by axstheticbean

John Laurens is a shy 15 year old, in the closet. His only wish of this school year, is to be more confident about himself. Make friends. Maybe even get a boyfriend. Alexander Hamilton, an 18 year old senior, popular, and has a girlfriend named Eliza. Little did anyone know, girls aren't his only preference. (I know that Laurens is the one that's 3 years older, but John sounds cute as a shy kid. I also know this is probably crappy, and ive changed some details, such as Lafayette being three years older than Laurens instead of three years younger, and ive made relations between characters that aren't real. But i love Hamilton and i ship Lams). Cover made by me. Art in the cover photo isn't mine. Credit to the artist. This is all pretty badly written so be warned. There's also a part two but it's on hiatus.

Tattoos (Lams coffee shop AU) by ssweeterthanhoneyy

John Laurens has always been the quiet, "emo," art kid who's been in denial about his sexuality for as long as he can remember. He got a job at a coffee shop and it seemed that he would be destined to stay that way forever. But can a certain dark haired, sleep deprived man change that?

(LAMS) Oh! So this is Love by Sole_0107

A LAMS au love story "What is love?" That is the question Alexander Hamilton is unable to answer. To be honest... who can blame him? How can someone like him ever be able to experience love? Maybe John Laurens can teach Alexander a thing or two about love. [[ warning: smut ]] English it is not my first language so please have mercy on me. The characters do NOT belong to me. And last but not least I do not own the cover pic. Credit goes to the amazing artist. Most impressive ranking: #8 - schyulersisters

Impenetrable Heart | Lams College AU by SavingPeter

There are two things you need to know about John Laurens. One: don't ask him about his major, and two: don't try to get to know him. Despite these warnings, Alexander Hamilton is determined to get inside of the mind of the boy from the college party with the curly hair and freckles who looked like he would rather have been anywhere else than there. John, meanwhile, has one thing on his mind; to not fall for that little persistent kid from the Caribbean who feels uniquely entitled to his messed-up life. But nothing could ever be that simple, now could it? **Mature Rating for heavy topics. Cover logo credits to @KinziFace! Thank you so much for making it!**

The Place To Be ✔️ by qwertyholly

Alexander Hamilton is starting at Columbia University. He joins knowing very few people but quickly becomes friends with his roommate, John Laurens. Just another fucking cliche lams story except this one has good grammar. This story will mainly be based around Alex and John, but there will be other ships involved throughout (check the tags to see some I guess idk) Unedited lol Cover art by @pumkinet

Start to Begin (Lams Fanfiction) by freshlinmonade

What if you fell in love with a city? The buildings, the noise, the talent, the transportation. The People. More specifically, one person. Alexander Hamilton is an 18 year old looking for a fresh start, away from the storm that was his past. John Laurens is a 19 year old, searching for a reason to smile. Little did they know that on that Saturday morning, on the 1 Train, they would both meet the person who would give them everything. Modern Day, Lams , College {mentions of abuse, underage drinking, mature topics, homophobic slurs etc.}

wed. by JustAsBrokenAsYou

They made a deal, right? Alexander Hamilton teased, belittled, picked on, and bullied John Laurens in grade school. John doesn't care, though, because he decided that all he wants is for Alex to marry him. And he'll do anything to make that happen. Even if they're not a perfect match. Trigger Warning: John struggles immensely with his mental health because I struggle immensely with my mental health. Viewer discretion is advised.

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