not throwing away my shot
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john laurens decides he needs some fresh air after an argument with his abusive boyfriend charles lee when he stumbles across the most beautiful boy he's ever seen in his life. a stunning dark haired law student with the most enchanting violet-blue eyes. is he the key to john's freedom? can john learn to love again?
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