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not throwing away my shot

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Reads 24,036
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Parts 34
Time 2h 4m

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john laurens decides he needs some fresh air after an argument with his abusive boyfriend charles lee when he stumbles across the most beautiful boy he's ever seen in his life. a stunning dark haired law student with the most enchanting violet-blue eyes. is he the key to john's freedom? can john learn to love again?

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I don't own any of the art I'm using! :3All Rights Reserved

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The Place to Be - John Laurens x male reader by AngelofMusic7

Y/n Washington. The son of George Washington himself. Y/n found it rather easy to get to quite high status within the army, being the general's son and all. He's perfectly content with his life, perfectly content that all his friends are off getting girlfriends while he's stuck on his own. That is, until he befriends an unusual group of boys his age, that he loves with all his heart and will protect to the death. Especially young John Laurens, the boy that will make the general's son question the life he's lead so far. I don't own Hamilton or the art!

Say Something (Lams, Mute!Alex) by MishaIsOurOverlord1

19-year-old John Laurens has been in college for four days before his roommate shows up. When John introduces himself, the boy doesn't say a word. So when Laurens asks for his name, he raises a hand and signs "Alexander Hamilton." This surprises Laurens just a bit, because this boy didn't look like the kind to remain silent. He's seen those people before, and the boy in front of him looks like he has a lot to say. But what's keeping him from speaking his mind?

Tattoos (Lams coffee shop AU) by ssweeterthanhoneyy

John Laurens has always been the quiet, "emo," art kid who's been in denial about his sexuality for as long as he can remember. He got a job at a coffee shop and it seemed that he would be destined to stay that way forever. But can a certain dark haired, sleep deprived man change that?

Impenetrable Heart | Lams College AU by SavingPeter

There are two things you need to know about John Laurens. One: don't ask him about his major, and two: don't try to get to know him. Despite these warnings, Alexander Hamilton is determined to get inside of the mind of the boy from the college party with the curly hair and freckles who looked like he would rather have been anywhere else than there. John, meanwhile, has one thing on his mind; to not fall for that little persistent kid from the Caribbean who feels uniquely entitled to his messed-up life. But nothing could ever be that simple, now could it? **Mature Rating for heavy topics. Cover logo credits to @KinziFace! Thank you so much for making it!**

More Than a Summer Fling | Modern Lams AU | Fragilehoney by fragilehoney

~SUMMER CAMP AU~ (complete) John Laurens is a pretty typical teenager. Average grades, decent social life, and hella gay. His parents thought it would be nice to send him to a summer camp to get him away from the same routine. Little does he know what his summer will entail. My first Hamilton fanfic! :)

The Place To Be ✔️ by qwertyholly

Alexander Hamilton is starting at Columbia University. He joins knowing very few people but quickly becomes friends with his roommate, John Laurens. Just another fucking cliche lams story except this one has good grammar. This story will mainly be based around Alex and John, but there will be other ships involved throughout (check the tags to see some I guess idk) Unedited lol Cover art by @pumkinet

Come Back Home (Lams Celeb AU) by xMusical_Nerdx

John Laurens is the ultimate celebrity. He's charming, he gives to charities, he's crazy talented, and on top of that, the whole world loves him. Well, the whole world except for his childhood best friend, of course. When John had left to become a superstar, he left Alexander Hamilton behind. They had lost contact after a couple years as John got sucked up into the world of being famous. So what happens when John, the singer devoted to his music, visits Alex, the scorned man who no longer enjoys his company, after ten years? ~.~ This story is inspired by Anthony Ramos's album, The Good and The Bad, and each title uses the song titles. (This book was written before the news of the breakup, and I was too far to turn back and change the story) I do NOT own the characters in this story, they all belong to history and Lin Manuel Miranda's musical, Hamilton. Cover Art creds @annanymous_ MATURE for strong language, and talk about sex (skips past actual sex scenes). WARNING: Most replies from me will be ominous, beware of the smiley face :) Unless otherwise specified, story will be told in John's POV.

[DISCONTINUED] My Whole Family Thinks I'm Straight (Lams) by qwertyholly

Yes the title is referencing Bo Burnham fight me. - - - John Laurens is an eighteen year old boy who has a secret. By looking at him, you'd see his straight hair and it would be an obvious assumption to think that he is straight. But the only person who knows that he isn't is John himself. In a world filled with acceptance, John feels very alone in the fact that he is gay, despite the millions of other people who with either curly or wavy hair. He envies everyone that walks by him with curly hair, yet never says anything. His whole world changes when he meets Alexander Hamilton. - - - Cover art credit to caw-chan

Speak Up | Lams DISCONTINUED by Glowungeyes

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Broken Lams Modern AU {High School} {Soulmates} {Mature} {Completed} by MamaTurtle4427

Alexander Hamilton is broken. He's the new kid with a tragic past and a strange look at a school where everyone knows everyone, and he's the latest in a long line of targets for... well, everyone. He wants to hate people so much that he doesn't want to meet his soulmate. Ever. John Laurens is broken. But no one knows it. On the outside he looks fine: just your average hippie, always smiling, always toting around a ukulele that he plays in the halls for anyone who frowns. But what they don't know is worse than anything they've ever experienced. In a world where everyone has soulmates, what happens when two very different boys connect in a way that no one would expect? Characters belong to Lin-Manuel Miranda/Hamilton/Uh... Their historical selves??? Cover art by BeckyShecky ⚠️ Warning: Mature language, derogatory language, abuse, rape, self-harm, suicide, murder, death ⚠️

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The Place to Be - John Laurens x male reader cover

Say Something (Lams, Mute!Alex) cover

Tattoos (Lams coffee shop AU) cover

Impenetrable Heart | Lams College AU cover

More Than a Summer Fling | Modern Lams AU | Fragilehoney cover

The Place To Be ✔️ cover

Come Back Home (Lams Celeb AU) cover

[DISCONTINUED] My Whole Family Thinks I'm Straight (Lams) cover

Speak Up | Lams DISCONTINUED cover

Broken Lams Modern AU {High School} {Soulmates} {Mature} {Completed} cover

The Place to Be - John Laurens x male reader

Y/n Washington. The son of George Washington himself. Y/n found it rather easy to get to quite high status within the army, being the general's son and all. He's perfectly content with his life, perfectly content that all his friends are off getting girlfriends while he's stuck on his own. That is, until he befriends an unusual group of boys his age, that he loves with all his heart and will protect to the death. Especially young John Laurens, the boy that will make the general's son question the life he's lead so far. I don't own Hamilton or the art!