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not throwing away my shot

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Parts 34
Time 2h 4m

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john laurens decides he needs some fresh air after an argument with his abusive boyfriend charles lee when he stumbles across the most beautiful boy he's ever seen in his life. a stunning dark haired law student with the most enchanting violet-blue eyes. is he the key to john's freedom? can john learn to love again?

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I don't own any of the art I'm using! :3All Rights Reserved

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Impenetrable Heart | Lams College AU by SavingPeter

There are two things you need to know about John Laurens. One: don't ask him about his major, and two: don't try to get to know him. Despite these warnings, Alexander Hamilton is determined to get inside of the mind of the boy from the college party with the curly hair and freckles who looked like he would rather have been anywhere else than there. John, meanwhile, has one thing on his mind; to not fall for that little persistent kid from the Caribbean who feels uniquely entitled to his messed-up life. But nothing could ever be that simple, now could it? **Mature Rating for heavy topics. Cover logo credits to @KinziFace! Thank you so much for making it!**

You and I, Do or Die - A Lams Modern HS AU by 1-8OO-BROADWAYTHINGS

Alexander Hamilton, a young boy with many troubles in his life, is starting his first year of highschool. He's always been homeschooled but ever since his mother died and his new foster parents took him in, they've forced him to start highschool fresh in a public school called Westburn Highschool. After Alexander came out to his foster parents as gay, they haven't treated him well. Frankly, he hasn't had a good life ever since his mother died. But that all changes once he comes in contact with the one and only Bad Boy of the school, captain of the Westburn Football team, John Laurens.

Roses Of Mist [Lams//Boyxboy] ✔️ by axstheticbean

John Laurens is a shy 15 year old, in the closet. His only wish of this school year, is to be more confident about himself. Make friends. Maybe even get a boyfriend. Alexander Hamilton, an 18 year old senior, popular, and has a girlfriend named Eliza. Little did anyone know, girls aren't his only preference. (I know that Laurens is the one that's 3 years older, but John sounds cute as a shy kid. I also know this is probably crappy, and ive changed some details, such as Lafayette being three years older than Laurens instead of three years younger, and ive made relations between characters that aren't real. But i love Hamilton and i ship Lams). Cover made by me. Art in the cover photo isn't mine. Credit to the artist. This is all pretty badly written so be warned. There's also a part two but it's on hiatus.

What comes next? -Sequel to college years-lams fanfic by JohnLaurens_tho

Completed This is the sequel to College years- lams fanfic. Please read that first. None of the fanart is mine. Most likely will be a little angst but I'll put trigger warnings for bad stuff. The characters don't belong to me they're based of real people and Lin Manuel Miranda's portrayal of them in Hamilton.

[DISCONTINUED] My Whole Family Thinks I'm Straight (Lams) by qwertyholly

Yes the title is referencing Bo Burnham fight me. - - - John Laurens is an eighteen year old boy who has a secret. By looking at him, you'd see his straight hair and it would be an obvious assumption to think that he is straight. But the only person who knows that he isn't is John himself. In a world filled with acceptance, John feels very alone in the fact that he is gay, despite the millions of other people who with either curly or wavy hair. He envies everyone that walks by him with curly hair, yet never says anything. His whole world changes when he meets Alexander Hamilton. - - - Cover art credit to caw-chan

wed. by JustAsBrokenAsYou

They made a deal, right? Alexander Hamilton teased, belittled, picked on, and bullied John Laurens in grade school. John doesn't care, though, because he decided that all he wants is for Alex to marry him. And he'll do anything to make that happen. Even if they're not a perfect match. Trigger Warning: John struggles immensely with his mental health because I struggle immensely with my mental health. Viewer discretion is advised.

Broken Lams Modern AU {High School} {Soulmates} {Mature} {Completed} by MamaTurtle4427

Alexander Hamilton is broken. He's the new kid with a tragic past and a strange look at a school where everyone knows everyone, and he's the latest in a long line of targets for... well, everyone. He wants to hate people so much that he doesn't want to meet his soulmate. Ever. John Laurens is broken. But no one knows it. On the outside he looks fine: just your average hippie, always smiling, always toting around a ukulele that he plays in the halls for anyone who frowns. But what they don't know is worse than anything they've ever experienced. In a world where everyone has soulmates, what happens when two very different boys connect in a way that no one would expect? Characters belong to Lin-Manuel Miranda/Hamilton/Uh... Their historical selves??? Cover art by BeckyShecky ⚠️ Warning: Mature language, derogatory language, abuse, rape, self-harm, suicide, murder, death ⚠️

The Place to Be - John Laurens x male reader by AngelofMusic7

Y/n Washington. The son of George Washington himself. Y/n found it rather easy to get to quite high status within the army, being the general's son and all. He's perfectly content with his life, perfectly content that all his friends are off getting girlfriends while he's stuck on his own. That is, until he befriends an unusual group of boys his age, that he loves with all his heart and will protect to the death. Especially young John Laurens, the boy that will make the general's son question the life he's lead so far. I don't own Hamilton or the art!

(LAMS) Oh! So this is Love by Sole_0107

A LAMS au love story "What is love?" That is the question Alexander Hamilton is unable to answer. To be honest... who can blame him? How can someone like him ever be able to experience love? Maybe John Laurens can teach Alexander a thing or two about love. [[ warning: smut ]] English it is not my first language so please have mercy on me. The characters do NOT belong to me. And last but not least I do not own the cover pic. Credit goes to the amazing artist. Most impressive ranking: #8 - schyulersisters

Thinking About You (Lams modern college AU) by GWashingDad

{COMPLETED} Alex can't believe his luck when John Laurens showed up at his school. He is instantly in love, and John grows to love himself to. But when Alex makes a very bad decision, will John forgive him or will he lose the one he loves? Lams. lams. Lams.

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Impenetrable Heart | Lams College AU cover

You and I, Do or Die - A Lams Modern HS AU cover

Roses Of Mist [Lams//Boyxboy] ✔️ cover

What comes next? -Sequel to college years-lams fanfic cover

[DISCONTINUED] My Whole Family Thinks I'm Straight (Lams) cover

Broken Lams Modern AU {High School} {Soulmates} {Mature} {Completed} cover

The Place to Be - John Laurens x male reader cover

(LAMS) Oh! So this is Love cover

Thinking About You (Lams modern college AU) cover

Impenetrable Heart | Lams College AU

There are two things you need to know about John Laurens. One: don't ask him about his major, and two: don't try to get to know him. Despite these warnings, Alexander Hamilton is determined to get inside of the mind of the boy from the college party with the curly hair and freckles who looked like he would rather have been anywhere else than there. John, meanwhile, has one thing on his mind; to not fall for that little persistent kid from the Caribbean who feels uniquely entitled to his messed-up life. But nothing could ever be that simple, now could it? Mature Rating for heavy topics. Cover logo credits to @KinziFace! Thank you so much for making it!