I didn't want to let it control me, but this moment is deep seated in my heart. My journey is one of mental conflict, I wanted to hold on to that which I care about but, ended up coming to relying on myself. I have come to realise the world will never work in the way we want it to and it always seems easier to let go. But even still, the easier option can be the same as giving up and I don't want to give up so easily. As I lay here on the operating I can only think of how I wished I could disappear... but I also want to try and repair what I've lost. My name is Shadow Crown and this is my story of misunderstanding.All Rights Reserved