I hate who I am
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When 16 year old Kenzie Parks moves to a new town her life begins to fall apart in her hands. She can't control her emotions and starts acting out and getting herself in trouble. What happens when she can't stop herself from falling down the wrong path?
Tyler Dawn is finnaly putting his life back together after his mother committed suicide last year. Just as his life gets back on track a new girl transfers to his school. Tyler sees that shes not doing so good and doesn't want her to end up like his mom. He'll do anything to save her from the path she's gotten herself onto. Can he save her, or is it too late?
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"No! Don't say that!"?
"Say what?"
"That you love me!"
"Why?"
"Because I can't love you!"
"Why not?!"
"Because what if I lose you?! What if I love you and you leave?"
"I'm never going to leave you. Not now, not ever. Just let me in."
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