My Only Muse [H.S]
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  • Parts 16
  • Time 1h 15m
Ongoing, First published Feb 06, 2021
Mature
In this world, the pain we go through is unforgettable sometimes.

What if this pain never ended? It was so hard to breath in the toxicity of this society and emotionless state I lived in. 

It was so hard to forget, until I met him. 

He made me forget, he was my muse.

The question is, was I his muse too?
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