TW SH, SUICIDE MENTIONS, DRUG ABUSE 𝙨𝙩𝙪𝙘𝙠...𝙨𝙩𝙪𝙘𝙠 𝙞𝙣 𝙖 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙡𝙚 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘦𝘧𝘧𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘰𝘯𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘢 𝘴𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳... 𝘦𝘧𝘧𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘱𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘥𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘤𝘩 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘣𝘰𝘵𝘩 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘢𝘯𝘦, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘧𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘨𝘶𝘺, 𝘊𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘍𝘳𝘦𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘱𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘥𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘮 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙮 𝙙𝙤𝙚𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙞𝙣𝙘𝙡𝙪𝙙𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙮 𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙝𝙤𝙥𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙤𝙧 *this is an old book that DOES NOT reflect on my current writing* 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 24 𝘢𝘱𝘳𝘪𝘭 2021