How I Survived
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  • Parts 8
  • Time 2h 28m
Ongoing, First published Feb 08, 2021
Mature
Being a Prostitute has its ups and downs I guess. There's the simplicity of knowing that you are worthless and nobody wouldn't want anything more than a quick fuck. At first that used to bother me, but after being broken down way too many times to count by people who were supposes to care, people who you considered to be family... that shit takes a toll on you.

My name is Amidora Ross, Ami for short. I became a prostitute when I was 16 years old. I was always more older looking than I was, considering all the shit I went through. So I used that to my advantage. In my first few months, it was hell. There was a lot of oldies that people stuck to. I was just fresh meat to these people.

Fresh Meat that everyone hated.

I was walking down the street one day, after another money less night. I walked up the steps to my door, only to see it unlocked. My blood froze. I didn't know if it was a burgler or something else. Someone else...

Maybe he found you.

Maybe my mind was playing tricks on me again. 

Whatever the case may be, I pull out my taser and walk in the house, kicking off my heels outside to prevent attracting attention to myself. I tip toe in, and what I saw made me want to run away. 

My roommate, Danni was hanging from the living room fan, by a rope. No chair was in site, making me assume someone had placed her there. 

Before I even had the chance to run, two pairs of hands grabbed me, and another tied a blindfold over my eyes.


*WARNING*
This book is definitely a trigger warning for those who couldn't tell. There will be drug abuse, sexual violence, rape, suicidal thoughts and actions, and A few gay things, along with hints of incestual situations. Read at your own risk. Literally.

This book is not for the faint of heart, or the easily offended. You have been warned.

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MY Stepfather

11 parts Ongoing

[ "You're my stepfather" I breathe out against his lips. Basically panting. Opening it wide giving him access. "I know" he grunts and kisses me harder and deeper sliding his tounge against mine as he grabs my ass with one hand. The other one my lower back pulling me closer to him "I can't fucking hold back anymore" he breathes out. Heavily. He's deep husky voice that never fails to make me weak.] He's hands are in his pockets and my arms are folded as we watch the police cars drive off. The gate closes. "You could cost me my career" he says still staring at the cars driving away. "You could cost me my dignity" I say still looking in the same direction. He looks at me. I look at him. I walk inside my hips swaying as my heels click. I hear the door close. He follows me. I walk up a few steps put my hand on the railing and sit down. My legs visible in this short floral dress. I open my legs. He pounces on me and smashes his lips to mine. Making me lean back and moan into his lips He slides one hand from the bottom to the top of my thigh groaning in my mouth. He's kisses are raw. Possessive. He knows he could end up in jail for this. Like he almost did a few minutes ago. Still he doesn't stop. Beacause he doesn't care. He just wants me. All of me. He's psychotic like that. ° Read this book carefully and pay attention. Read with caution to the smut and just take your time enjoying it. It may be triggering for those of you who have hearts. ° Read carefully and pay attention. As it has past moments and explains how the characters are connected. So don't rush though it and pay attention to the little things. But no too much. Just enjoy :))))) {NOT EDITED}