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I envy those who know what they wanna do or who they wanna be in the near future because they know what they are good at. I really envy those who know what to do to achieve what they want. Coz I, I don't have any idea what should I do next after being a student. Of course, I want to have a job and to earn money but I don't know where should I go? What field should I aim for? I studied business for four freaking years but I don't have the capital to put it up. So what should I do with my life?

Have you ever thought that being an ordinary human can be this difficult? Well, maybe it's just me. Or maybe you're just like me? Hope it's just not me.

Despite of this crazy stuff in my mind, there's this one thing that pulls me back and keep my sanity.. it's my diary slash journal.

But it's not just like any diary because I don't write in it on a daily basis. And most importantly, I am writing such events or experiences as if I'm talking to my future companion in life. To someone who would I spend my whole life with; to someone I can't live without. Who is he? Well, I don't know either. I just keep on believing that there is someone who is meant for me. I just knew that he's somewhere out there.

Until I met him.

I thought he just came to me naturally as if the universe gave to me what I've been waiting for. It's as if everything falls into the right place at the right time. Or so I thought.

Have you ever felt such ecstasy that you felt so afraid 'coz someone might wake you up from that kind of dream-like situation? Have you ever felt such euphoria that made you feel so afraid at the same time 'coz it might come with thousands of tears? Have you ever felt so in love that you thought it's for keeps? And have you ever wished that it was all just a bad dream?


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Run.I tell myself don't you stop running don't you dare he is hot on your heels he will get me he will hurt me so bad ..my legs are killing me but I have no other choice I have to run and fast he will get me suddenly i'm on the floor before I could move an Inch he was hovering over me I look up at him scared..scared? terrified no petrified now I'm shivering so bad,I can hear my heart I feel it's going to get out of my chest in seconds "where do you think you're going, baby?" I heard his deep voice whispered in my ears I shivered not a good shiver you get when you're happy but a bad shiver a shiver which you get when you're scared as hell "Don't hurt me" my voice was raspy whispering almost unaudible but he heard.he chuckled and looked deep deep in my eyes ohh how I hate how his eyes makes me so weak at the knees how they scare the crap out of me. you may think he is gorgeous I thought when I first met him but no that's completely wrong his look has nothing to do with his roughness you'll think he's sweet but he is a monster. when you're forced to live with someone who is scary even more scary than a ghost who has one leg ,half burned face and One eye. "Oh,why do you think I'll do that to you,love?" He said his hand touching my cheek I flinched at his touch. his voice is deep so deep he chuckled at my reaction he carried me bridal style "where are you taking me?" I ask my voice is weaker than ever even my tongue is scared to say a word. "Home" he said home?home?home? Please don't take me there I wish I could say that but I wouldn't dare.I close my eyes hoping when I open them I find that this is all a nightmare I wish that he never existed I wish I never saw him I opened my eyes again but no it's not a nightmare he is real he will take me 'home' " oh andYou're not getting away so easy..You WILL be punished for running away from me" Punished? that word can scare me to death.Ami I in hell? why is god punishing me like that?