Anxiety, life-changing choices, terrible events, unexpected scenarios, left alone, traumatized. I experienced them all but I still have a genuine smile plastered on my face. I don't know why but it just seemed like I don't care that those happened to me. I'm just not interested. I lacked interest. But I think it will change once I'll experience another life-changing fact that will eventually slap me. I want to know what will happen to me if I'd finally know this part of me left unspoken