Niall and Harry have been together since 2010. But when Niall's mental health gets in the way of his music life he makes the awful choice to leave the band. When he leaves the band there is something he had hid from all of his band members including Harry. In this book Niall leaves the band not Zayn. This is a BoyxBoy and Mpreg don't read if it makes you uncomfortable. TW: I am warning you there is self harm and mention of self harm please don't read if those topics are sensitive to you.