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I Don't Want To Live If It Means Living Without You

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Reads 16,247
Votes 546
Parts 20
Time 2h 3m

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I don't want to live without you. After we said our goodbyes I haven't been the same person. Did I do something wrong, am I really that bad ? Maybe I'm just a disease......


This is a killugon story. This story I wrote picks up after the anime ended. If you haven't finished the anime there will be spoilers in this story. Also this is all made up none of this is true.

⚠️ WARNING⚠️ 
This story including depression, self harm, bullying, and suicidal thoughts.  


( I do not own most of the characters in my sorry, they all belong to Yoshihiro Togashi the creator of hunter x hunter.)

Also the cover photo is not mine. If anyone knows the artist please let me know so I can give them credit.

This was my first story so please don't make fun of me 😭All Rights Reserved

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