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Feelings on Control

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Ashton Coleson is a simple boy, but when it comes to his sexuality there's some complications.

He doesn't connect with girls like he wants to, despite hooking up with one whenever he gets the chance. He does this in hopes that he will find a girl that he can connect with. But so far, no luck.

He doesn't want to admit the fact that he is probably gay, and feels self-concious at the thought of it.

Eventually, he finds himself falling for his best friend, Matthew. He wishes the feelings would just disappear but he can't help it.

Will Ashton admit that he is gay and tell Matthew how he feels, or will he keep it all in the dark?All Rights Reserved

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Tue, Feb 9, 2021

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