The Biggest Lie
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I'm not perfect, I'm just doing my best
I'm inevitably flawed
However, I don't deserve to be alone
I just wanted to be happy together with those people I love
I love to keep them even I'm already losing myself trying to please everyone to stay
What did I do wrong?
I just want to love and to be loved, is that really hard?
Why Am I patiently waiting for a person who doesn't even know my worth
Why Am I keeping these people around who loved turning their back on me?
How stupid right? But what can I do?
I can't survive without them
I want them to stay by my side
I want them to hug me at least when things are getting worst
I want to tell them how was my day
I want to feel special
I want to feel that I was part of their lives
If that's a sin, then hate me.
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