I wanted you but I was scared but you didn't ever thought of me - 人間失格 - Wattpad

I wanted you but I was scared but you didn't ever thought of me

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Reads 1,184
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Parts 25
Time 2h 44m

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Dazai liked or better loved Chuuya since they were fifteen. It wasn't love at first sight no his feelings started to build up while the time passed. he didn't say anything to anyone but to his only friend Odasaku only to help him ease the suffocation. After Oda died Dazai left the mafia and went to work for the ADA instead. Little did he know that with his departure the shorter male started to develop feelings for the former. At their first encounter after four years Dazai was astonished and the feelings flowed his mind (this is when they met at the basement ndndhdy the sexual tension between them in this scene is just over the roof I waited the whole time for them to make out). However (after practically the end of the series and I know that Chuuya just yet haven't met Fyodor but SHHHH) the mafioso now has in mind Fyodor and maybe so does he. Who knows.

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Parted Entanglement { ① } by heathereo

''You used yourself as bait .'' Dazai couldn't see the problem here. What's the shorty upset about ? ''You could've died YOU IDIOT !'' Chuuya snapped as if he could read the question that was on the brunet's mind seconds ago. The next morning, Dazai was going to intrude Chuuya's room and aggressively pull him out of his slumber. But his room was empty. He wasn't in Mori's office, he wasn't answering his phone, he wasn't lying drunk anywhere near the bar. Where was he ? What happened ? Was he in danger ? ✨ 16 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ⚠️ Torture ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Self harm 🗞️ No. 1 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 1 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #nakaharachuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #chuuya 🗞️ No. 4 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 12 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 25 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 69 in #dazaiosamu 🎨 Cover Art Credit : pooooochi0429 (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*

Disastrous Life - BSD Fyodor Dostoevsky x Female Reader by TheNameisKomiFu

COMPLETED🍒 ----------------------------------------------------------------- You are an orphan girl in the street that live by yourself. You have no home to stay, you just wondering around the world and become a criminal. Somehow an accident made you trapped into many kinds of trouble. When you fall apart with your broken mentality in a weird place, a tall man with weird hat brought you and your story has begun. With your own eyes, you saw many things, but keep searching what can you do in a lot of disasters. Mystery about what are you actually, haunting you and ended with your only decision to choose your own story. ----------------------------------------------------------------- BSD Fan Fiction --> I make fan fiction story from Bungou Stray Dogs. All the right was on Kafka Asagiri. This is BSD - Fyodor Dostoevsky x Female Reader fan fiction. Hope You Enjoy it! Fyodor D. x Female Reader

God of my realm (Dazai x Chuuya) by Riuy_kira

What if Soukoku went to a highschool? . Chuuya is a loner at school. He doesn't have any friends and doesn't get good grades. Dazai is a transfer student at Chuuya's school. He noticed that he's always alone so he started to watch him. But weirdly enough he noticed that Chuuya dissapears during lunch breaks, always scribbles something in his notebook during lessons. Plus Dazai hasn't ever seen him in school hallways. What is Chuuya hiding and will Dazai confront him about this mystery? . *In this AU Dazai doesn't belong to the port mafia or the agency, and doesn't know about his ability yet. Also soukoku may seem out of character but keep in mind that both of them have less trauma than in the anime/manga.* . !None of the Bsd characters belong to me and neither does the fanart (i found it on pinterest so, sadly, I cannot give credit! . TW: Strong language, violence, blood, knives, guns, smut, angst, underaged drinking.

Undercare|| Fyozai by underthebuss

When your all lonely, wanting by a major mafia that you spend your 6 years in enough to know how strong they are, Port of Mafia is, or to know how far would Mori-san go for him back. So when i suppose you dont have much choice. So does Dazai. Forced himself to conntect his long term 2 years russian pen pal and he isnt who you think he is. ////////////////////// I must stop writing gay ass stories then never going back at them and not uplouding then jumpscare yall with real life facts☠️☠️☠️ Tw; toxic relationships, gore, ped@, possible sexual content, all fake, weapons,

All Too Well | SOUKOKU by -aerinicolettepark

A stand alone Soukoku fic Obsessive! Possessive! Port Mafia boss! Dazai Osamu × ADA! Reincarnated! Reader! Nakahara Chuuya BSD MANGA SPOILERS!! In which: an avid reader of classical literature (due to being hyperfixated on Bungou Stray Dogs) and BSD fan- due to circumstances unforseen- gets reincarnated as Nakahara Chuuya-not the poet, no- one of the most popular characters in the Bungou Stray Dogs franchise and- pardon the language- fucks up the storyline the most Kim Dokja (Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint) way possible. Well perks of having the Fourth Wall by your side to save your a$$ from being manhandled. alternatively: a Soukoku role reversal AU but Chuuya consistently and shamelessly breaks the fourth wall.

THE WARMTH HE LONGED FOR (BSD BEAST FF) by Ciqelx

"If you have at least a bit of compassion towards me, please let me go... Dazai-san." She stared at the cold back of the man dressed in black coat, his body wrapped in bandages. Her voice was broken as she begged him, trying to hold off the tears... But her words fell into deaf ears. "... You're really a cruel man." Misaki Airee, the lady who had everything... and yet lost everything to the Port Mafia Boss... the man she hated, or so she thought... Dazai Osamu. BSD BEAST FANFIC ******* I followed the original BSD Beast plot with some addition and subtraction just to fit my wants. So don't be surprised if the plot is the same as the original one. Story, characters (except my original ones) and majority of the Plot belongs to Kafka Asagiri. All the Pictures are from Pinterest and google. credits to all the owners. Warning: ***22/02/2023*****

Too Stoic for him? by Dazai_slxt

-Dazai x Fem!Reader- (Trope:Friends to Lovers) Content may contain mentions of sexual/suggestive actions, violence (including abuse), language, suicide, and concerns around mental health Ever since the Mafia days,here you were in the Armed Detective Agency with him.Ever since the day your good friend Oda died you both decided to change to fulfil his last wishes. Since now you work in the Armed Detective Agency now some people think that you and Dazai have something.The both of you deny this even though you both know that you have done some things that friends or best friends would have not done.But nevertheless they still push it saying something like 'Why does he call you Darling then?'.Honestly you would keep that same cold and stoic expression if anyone ever asked and if they asked Dazai he would simply say "She's a bit too stoic for me." Please know that I do not own Bungo Stray Dogs its plot and characters completely belong to Asagiri the only really character that is mine is Y/n I guess. Please if I get anything wrong on Japanese history and culture or anything tell me. I do my best with research because I'm not Japanese myself. I am open to criticism.

I'm Your Friend After All by MoonsandStones

Chuuya is woken up in the middle of the night, with an invitation to witness Dazai's death, by an old friend of Odasaku who thinks Dazai is the reason why Oda died. He also thinks Chuuya is Dazai's best friend who would shed buckets of tears for the rest of eternity, after his death. He couldn't have been more delusional. Eitherway Chuuya goes with an intent of taking a selfie with Dazai's dying form and ends up realizing two things. 1. Dazai was still important to him. 2. He still hated Dazai. Friendship. Hurt/ Comfort. Brotherhood.

It's Always Been You ~||~ Soukoku by chxbii__

Atsushi has a small crush on Dazai. But apparently Dazai likes someone else. That someone else was a person that everyone was least expecting, for he was the executive of the mafia. Does that person like Dazai back? Possibly. Are they both trying to ignore their feelings? Most likely. Is Atsushi going to do something? Maybe. Will Dazai and his "crush" end up together? Read and find out. *Warning* Extremely out of character Start: 23rd November, 2020 End: 28th February, 2021 Epilogue: 28th March, 2021

I Love You (Soukoku) by fujoshigirl17

Dazai and Chuuya were lovers in the past but they broke up when Dazai decided to leave the Port Mafia. Even so, Chuuya still feels something for Dazai but acts like he hates Dazai (because he's tsundere). Will Dazai and Chuuya end together? * This is the first fanfic that I've ever wrote, it's bad and has a LOTS of grammar mistakes but give it a try if you want Characters belong to the anime/manga Bungou Stray Dogs by Kafka Asagiri & Sango Harukawa. Enjoy.

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Parted Entanglement { ① }

''You used yourself as bait .'' Dazai couldn't see the problem here. What's the shorty upset about ? ''You could've died YOU IDIOT !'' Chuuya snapped as if he could read the question that was on the brunet's mind seconds ago. The next morning, Dazai was going to intrude Chuuya's room and aggressively pull him out of his slumber. But his room was empty. He wasn't in Mori's office, he wasn't answering his phone, he wasn't lying drunk anywhere near the bar. Where was he ? What happened ? Was he in danger ? ✨ 16 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ⚠️ Torture ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Self harm 🗞️ No. 1 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 1 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #nakaharachuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #chuuya 🗞️ No. 4 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 12 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 25 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 69 in #dazaiosamu 🎨 Cover Art Credit : pooooochi0429 (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : unknown