I wanted you but I was scared but you didn't ever thought of me - 人間失格 - Wattpad

I wanted you but I was scared but you didn't ever thought of me

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Reads 1,214
Votes 18
Parts 25
Time 2h 44m

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Dazai liked or better loved Chuuya since they were fifteen. It wasn't love at first sight no his feelings started to build up while the time passed. he didn't say anything to anyone but to his only friend Odasaku only to help him ease the suffocation. After Oda died Dazai left the mafia and went to work for the ADA instead. Little did he know that with his departure the shorter male started to develop feelings for the former. At their first encounter after four years Dazai was astonished and the feelings flowed his mind (this is when they met at the basement ndndhdy the sexual tension between them in this scene is just over the roof I waited the whole time for them to make out). However (after practically the end of the series and I know that Chuuya just yet haven't met Fyodor but SHHHH) the mafioso now has in mind Fyodor and maybe so does he. Who knows.

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