My silent scream, that they heard
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"'it hurts when you realise you aren't as important to someone as you thought you were'
'what screws us up most in life is the picture in our head of how it's supposed to be'
Hi, my name is Izuku Midoriya. I'm a 14 year old wreck. And what you read before this, are my two favourite quotes.
you see, society has chosen a set way for people to be. and if you're different you're hated and used for others to have their way. I learnt this way to young.
Anyways, this is a story about my life that made me, well, me. Another words, a story about my depression."
This is a story about dekus depression. When reading this, you will learn why he's depressed and the struggles of his recovery.
trigger warnings;
>talks and actions of self harming
>mentions of abuse; mental, verbal and physical.
>mentions of rape
>mentions and possible attempts of suicide
>gay fluff (bakudeku coz I can😁)
>sexual actions- possibly anyways
I hope you enjoy 😊🥰❤
15th April 2021: discontinued
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