Beautifully Broken
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How we grow up tends to affect our physical, mental and emotional health. Most people don't know it, but you are the way you are today because of your early childhood. And sometimes, it's not what we see, it's what happens to us.
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"You don't get it! I'm not like you, I'm not pure, I'm not clean, I'm not rich. I'm a plain Jane with scars, I'm little old me. There's nothing fascinating, I'm nothing like the models everyone sees you with. I'm just a broken twenty four years old lady with no purpose in life."
"Don't ever say that. I love you and I will always love you. You might not see anything in you but that's for me to see but I really wish you could see yourself in my eyes because if you did, you'd be able to see that you're Beautifully Broken"
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Depression is a deadly thing but coupled with so many insecurities, lack of confidence, very low self esteem, insomnia and constant nightmares, it's enough to put you down.
Due to growing up with an abusive dad, a wicked stepmother, "evil" half siblings and a younger sister who misses her dead mom, Jordyn isn't the happiest she can be.
Recently she got her diploma in Architecture and through a job interview, she starts afresh.
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Jordyn Grace Smith is a twenty four years old who recently graduated and got her diploma. She tends to keep to herself because she's scared of being hurt but the pain she's trying to avoid is deeper than it seems.
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Started on Wednesday 10th February, 2021.
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