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Love You Until Death | Emo BoyxBoy

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Reads 125,750
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Parts 21
Time 1h 34m

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TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM, SWEARING, SEXUAL DESCRIPTIONS/ACTIONS, DEPRESSION, AND SUICIDAL CONTENT.


Zak Jefferson, a child who used to be full of life, now a teenager who seeks to find an escape route from the torture and humiliation of his peers in high school, his toxic coping mechanisms and his sexuality. 

He tries to commit suicide. 

Liu Miller, a charming British boy who moves to America to start a new life. He lives in a middle class home with his simple family. He meets this sad boy named Zak Jefferson. 

Zak does not realize that Liu might be the key to his escape route, or maybe, the next solution to his happiness...

(This story is 9+ years old as of October 6, 2023. i wrote it in middle school! :))All Rights Reserved

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