Burnt to Ash's
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Hey, I'm Ash I'm 19 and I want to become an actor, except the problem is it's not that easy. I've tried to make a plan that seems fool proof but life with never turn out the way you plan it to.
People; a help or a problem I guess we'll find this one out next. Will they make or ruin my dreams?
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