Only When You're There
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  • Reads 2,785
  • Votes 118
  • Parts 23
  • Time 54m
Complete, First published Feb 11, 2021
Mature
TW: This story about talks depression and self-harm this can be very triggering for some people and I don't want that. 

Danny Gonzalez goes to visit his friend Drew Gooden (yes this is a fanfic I spend most of my time reading them and watching there videos. I started writing this story in December and decided to start publishing it on here. I want to say my friends Emily and Arlo helped me with this, so some credit goes to them. So here you go!
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