I was just a nerd. And he was the star football player. He was so hot, but he was such a jerk. He's my brothers best friend, but my brother doesn't know that his friend is the reason for the scars hidden under my bracelets. I wanted him desperately, but the only way I could get him was through words of discouragement and pain. But when I've fallen this deep for him, I'll take what I can get.