thinking to far

I know that all of the world have thought to far
even if it seems near it's still to far
over my head I didn't think twice
before I let you out my life
momenta past as I let my eyes see the pain the hurt you almost caused me but I see it was the wrong out look it's to far to understand. to even look clear in my hear I said that's all it is a liar a cheater I see here but that's not all that was to it see as I find out what happened to you I realized it was me and not you so worried about you and not doing me wasn't pursuing my wifely duty's I laughed I cried and took you as a joke when all you was being was the host telling my wrongs telling me your rights I victimized my self so it will feel right but I was a criminal and con a suspect to it all I realized I an your down fall I look at myself say this isn't me but for hear on out this is the real me. walking alone wondering to my self why did you live I wanna hurt my self but really it was me that cause us the pain the hurt the.