History really Repeats

Mew POV:
You know what really hurt?
Getting hurt by someone that you've told and explained your pain too.
Getting hurt by someone who knows your past, and know how broken and vulnerable you are.
Yet they did the exact same thing they promise they would never do.

Gulf POV:
" I am sorry phi" that's the only thing that came out into my mouth I've damaged the person who love me more than himself. I've hurted the person I promise won't hurt because I can't handle how vulnerable he was at that time when everyone was against him. Yet I did the same thing I don't know what how would I explain it to him. It was just I was drunk and he saw me kissing my ex. We fought that time cuz I can't understand why I need to always be careful but now I do I realize I'm not a normal person anymore I'm an actor and I need to I already have an important person in my heart yet I let her kiss me. That was the time I knew I fucked up when he cried he is a person who doesn't really cry nor show his emotions but i saw him the look the eyes of a person it brings flashbacks how we met that's the exact look exact reason of pain and exact breath it gives me nostalgia and I was just standing there the exact position how his ex left him because his ex cheated.