I never considered the possibility of saying it outloud to him. To tell him the words i wouldn't even dare wisper to him. The way his eyes are focused on me watching me ever so carefully makes me want to tell him everything that's going on in my mind right now. I stay quiet. not saying a word. He looks at me like he desires the words to be said again. For me to tell the truth. The truth i let linger around dancing through my words. I couldn't love him. It's not that i dont love him. I just shouldn't. I shouldn't be with someone like him to risk everything. After all, i was hired to kill him. Tropes : Enemies to lovers Forbidden love Touch him and you will die Long lost childhood bestfriends Right time wrong place Status : complete Word count : 40.000+ Ranks : #68 on Hitman 8-8-2023 #68 on action romance 18-12-2024

[Formerly titled Ice Cold Eyes] Phil Stevens is pretty sure that his life is how he wants it to be. He's got great friends, he's in a band, he does pretty well at school, and his family are great, if a bit over-protective. He might be hiding the great big whacking secret that he's gay, but his twin sister Tammy knows and loves him anyway. He's Christian, but he's not worried that God will particularly mind that he likes boys. He is, however, a bit worried that his parents will mind. Phil's got his plan; once he moves away from his parents and his religious community, he can come out at a safe distance and hope the dust settles swiftly. But a chance meeting with a guy from another school throws a major spanner in the works. Paul is funny, kind, talented, and openly gay. And he's interested in Phil. Phil never thought he'd want to risk everything for a boy, but Paul isn't the kind of guy who wants to go back in the closet. Tammy, along with Jason, Dave, and Lily, want to support Phil to be the happiest he could possibly be, queer or not, but can Phil handle the complications that come with liking a boy? Join Phil in this coming-of-age love story as he navigates friendship dramas, underage drinking at messy house parties, balancing religion and queerness, and finding family along the way. PLEASE NOTE: This book is not anti-religion, the main character has a good relationship with his religion, it just looks at some of the difficulties faced by modern day religious queers. All religious beliefs are respected here!

This is a second version of Streetlights (which is already completed). This is NOT a sequel and is a standalone story. I am pulling in some content from my other stories and combining them into this. I feel the first version wasn't satisfying so expect a new storyline. Colton Bolt is a rogue spirit. The second he passed away 319 years ago, his world altered for the worse. Instead of seeing his many gifts as a blessing, he's only noticed the negative side effects. He carries every power such as frost, creation, destruction, life, death, nature, strength, but his main one that he chooses to identify by... electricity. His reasoning for coming back was to spread powers out to other spirits that were brought back after showing the ultimate sacrifice... little did he know he'd keep those powers with him. Fast forward to the current time, Colton is a force that threatens the balance between light and dark in the eyes of the guardians, being blamed for their powers starting to fade slightly. Jack Frost however knows little about him. He doesn't know why the guardians fear his presence so much... let alone want to destroy him as if he was Pitch Black. One day, all 5 of the guardians decide to confront Colton by capturing his sidekick. A black wolf named Slice. Things turn out for the worst with them realizing he still carries every power such as electricity, frost, things that they aren't prepared to fight... but Jack is left confused on why he wasn't harmed... on why Colton walked past him with no glare but rather a hint of missing him in his eyes. It confuses him. It's only when he checks the vile of his memories that Tooth hides from him that he realizes there is more to the story... more that shows who Colton truly is to him. I do not own any characters created by Dreamworks. The only characters I own are the ones that are unknown from the movie.

Ethan Wright knows what's right and what's wrong. Homosexuality is wrong to him, but then, given the background he's coming (or, more precisely, running) from, he could hardly have formed a different opinion. He doesn't allow it to affect his actions, though. He is a firefighter, and he saves lives no matter how people choose to live them. There's just that one guy that he can't quite get out of his head. The guy that circumstances keep putting in his way. The guy that makes him feel... he's not sure, how. There's not much time for him to figure that out, for his past is about to catch up with him, putting more than just his life in danger, forcing him to face uncomfortable truths and make life-changing decisions. #1 in BXB on 2022-10-01 #2 in MANXMAN on 2022-10-01 *** WARNINGS: The story contains mature themes and language. Not suitable for children. Some chapters include violent and sexual content and may be triggering for some people. Read at your own discretion. Also, the main character is pretty homophobic in the beginning of the story. Needless to say, he'll change ;) yet if you find such a start too upsetting, you might want to skip this book. -------------------------------------------------- Dear Reader, I hope you'll enjoy this story! Let me know what you think! If you notice errors or typos, please let me know in the comments section and I'll gladly fix them!

[***Warning***] [Possible spelling erros though it's been edited] [Possible triggering topics; read at own risk] [Cringe old art jumpscares] Cupid, the god of love. He's great, handsome, and a flirt who's enticing to everyone he meets, who wouldn't want to be with him? Dylan Porter, that's who. Unable to mind his own business, he crosses paths with a maniac who claims to be Cupid. Immediately, Dylan knows this is absurd but it's too late because this man seems to have already taken an interest in him. Was it worth it talking to this weird stranger or did he just gain himself a stalker? Whatever the answer may be Dylan doesn't like either possibility...

NOT CONNECTED TO MY LAST FANFIC OF JACK FROST! This book is divided into parts. (You'll see) Jack Frost has been part of the guardians for 3 years now. Pitch has come back though for revenge and Man In The Moon has chosen to bring in a new Guardian... The boy who can control electricity... power... anything to do with technology just by a thought, touch or will. He is stronger than all the guardians combined... but a danger to himself when he loses control of his powers. This boy is different from the rest of the guardians. He is a danger to Jack too... because Jack finds it hard to focus on anybody BUT this boy. How can he focus on the threat at hand when all he can focus on is the boy who can control the circuit board he calls his heart? WARNING: Mature scenes, explicit material Only a few characters are mine but all other characters are owned by Dreamworks.

Listen... I get bored and get ideas and write, ok? I have issues when it comes to my crush on Jack Frost. Anyways... to the plot :) Wilton Shade isn't like other spirits. He didn't pass protecting anyone, let alone did he pass peacefully. The only thing he remembers from his past life is a feeling of finding it hard to breathe... something he still struggles with now. He awoke to this new life years after his death that took place in the 1600's and has to walk looking like the corpse bride for crying out loud. His world is flipped upside down one day though when he is rescued by a group known as The Guardians from an unknown evil. His memories might be the only chance to defeat this creature that seemed only to have wanted him. Maybe it has unfinished business? Part of Wilton is slightly distracted though because a certain boy who is part of this group has caught his attention and has made him feel a type of way that he can't explain. That boy is Jack Frost... and he's struggling with those same emotions.

"I hate you - so much Tripp." More confusion because, once more, wasn't this a good thing? "Why did you have to say that? What if," A little quieter, just above a whisper. "What if we mess up our friendship?" "But what if we don't?" "You don't know that," I bumped his nose with my finger. "And neither do you. So, why don't we give it a shot?" He bit down on his bottom lip, hesitation and worry filling his gaze. __ This is literally a story that follows the plot of two best friends realizing their feelings for each other, yes, I know, very cliche, but I enjoyed writing it. There will be mature LGBT+ content, so if you don't want to read those chapters or this story, skip it. Highest Rankings (that I'm aware of): LGBT+: #3 , College Romance: #2 , Gay: #19 / GayPride: #2, Gay boyxboy #1

'I shouldn't have knelt. I should have let you kill me.' 'I can still do it.' One day, I will get my revenge. It's only then that I'll be able to let my past go, and breathe again, and smile again, and maybe even love. Until then, I do not live. I bide my time. "The best revenge is to be unlike your enemy," ~ Marcus Aurelius *** WARNINGS: The story contains mature themes and language. Not suitable for children. Some chapters include violent and sexual content and may be triggering for some people. Read at your own discretion. -------------------------------------------------- Dear Reader, I hope you'll enjoy the story! Let me know what you think! If you notice any errors or typos, please let me know in the comments section and I'll gladly fix them! #1 in #boyxboy on 2019-07-16 #1 in #slowburn on 2019-07-16 #4 in #gay on 2019-07-28 #3 in #MXM on 2020-01-31 #1 in #BXB on 2020-06-27

⋆ Day is blind. And he hates being pitied more than anything. When he had enough of his parents' constant worrying, he moved into another town to start a new life and fulfill his longtime goal of publishing a book. There, he comes across a friendly stranger who is more than ready to help out Day in any way he can. And Day thinks that maybe - just maybe - he has found the only person who didn't pity him. ⚬─────────✧─────────⚬ Excerpt from the book : This was not the first time anyone had ever appreciated Day's writing, but this time around, Day sure felt awkward and speechless. His lack of social life sure took a toll on him. "Good night, P'Mhok. It seems like it's going to rain, get home safely." He managed to say something, and to second his statement, the thunder came rumbling afterward. Mhok smiled and looked at Day in a different manner like he did for the past few days. The look that made him realize that Day was not just his employer. I like you, Day - he wanted to say that. "Good night, Day." He settled with that instead. ✿