About Last Summer

Looking up at my best friend, I say, "I slept with Kai again."
Kevin stares back at me for a few seconds before saying, "I hate you."
I laughed half-heartedly at him "You love me."
He looked at me with a serious face " Yeah, I do. Which is why I'm mad at you right now. You shouldn't have slept with her, you know she's gonna hurt you" He paused. "Again."
I sighed know he's probably right. "I know, I know. I just can't seem to stay away from her."
"Well try I can't see you go through her bullshit again" He looked at his watch groaning. "You better get going before your psycho ass parents flip out," He said.
Sighing, I nodded my head while getting up and leaving my half of the bill. I said goodbye to Kevin as I got on my bike and started pedaling home.
I thought back to what Kevin said about her hurting me again, knowing it was true but not being able to stop thinking about her strawberry blond hair and lightly tanned skin. I shook my head walking inside my house.
I knew I was setting myself up for pain but the amount that I would feel months later was nothing I could've prepared myself up for.