The day that i died

It wasn't as depressing as I thought it would be, on the contrary it was the most pleasant experience I've ever had in all my 24 years. Well first let me make a little introduction of myself.
All of my teenage years i was considered an awkward and weird kid. I didnt like the type of girl prototype that conformed all of my school. So as a way of rebellion i've always done things to myself to make me "unique" or as different as i can from those girls. I started at the age of 12 when i discover iron maiden, so i started wearing black clothes and metal band tshirts. Since then all the girls at my school didn't even look or talk to me. But at that age i just didnt give a fuck. I just loved that I wasn't like them (superficial barbies). Then at the age of 14 i discovered nevershoutnever. And I remember i became obsessed with that type of music, i even started drawing two black lines in my face everytime i went outside (warpaint) just cause the singer did that. Then at the age of 16 i had a drug phase. It all started one day in my house where my parents where away on a trip and i was bored with my bestfriend and we found my mom antidepressants(clonazepam). So we search online and it said that if you took 2mgs and stayed awake you will feel dizzy and happy. so we had no better idea that try it. We ended up at a random park 20 minutes away from home asking strangers for happy brownies. So... Yeah we definitely underestimated the power of benzodiazepines. Luckily we ended up at our homes safely at night.
At that same year, my bestfriend introduce me to the world of weed. I started smoking pot at least once every two weeks at weekends, it was pretty fun to be honest. At least if you are a stoner you'll get that the first couple of times you get high are the best of your life!!
And after that i continued happily smoking till today.
But the important part on my life timeline was when i met my fourth boyfriend at the age of 21.

It'll be continued....
xoxo