Emotion Files
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Last published Sat, Mar 5, 2022
⚠️ WARNING: THIS HAS MAJOR DEPRESSION AND KIDNAPPING AND SELF-HARM TRIGGERS! READ AT YOUR OWN RISK ⚠️
This is just for my personal use and it is my diary/journal full of the docs I write when i am depressed or feel like self harm. This will be an insight for any adult to the mentality and depression of a teenager. Everyone is different in that category but this is just for me. I don't expect this to get popular or anything but I need a platform to post in case I lose my poems or I take my life. Thank you
UPDATE: I am feeling better so who knows what I'm gonna do with these docs
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