Trust In Lust

With him everything feels different. Every single moment is mixed with an intensifying level of sensation and affection. But all the time, something in the pit of my heart makes me feel like something's just not right. It's hard to know that he doesn't love the real me, he doesn't know me at all; he just knows the reckless and carefree facade that I've built around myself and it hurts because i don't know if he will love the true me... If he finds out everything will he still love me? I cant stand losing anyone else...