RocketMason's Personal Diary
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RocketK
Ongoing, First published Nov 03, 2014
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Sometimes I just want to lay all my thoughts down on a sheet of paper, but I can't. Nobody's ever going to read them and I guess that's kind of the point, but at the same time, it isn't. I need people to read it, to have an opinion, to help me through the maze of fears and thoughts from my every day life. Whether it is joy or heartache, I know that there are some people here that truly are the greatest friends one can ask for. However I choose to share this with everybody because one never knows if somebody else struggles with the same thing.

~ RocketMason
Best rank: #221 in Non-Fiction (5/5-15)
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