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It all went downhill (boyxboy)

Im_a_ha11ucination

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Reads 4,936
Votes 177
Parts 30
Time 5h 35m

Im_a_ha11ucination

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*EDITING* Zero was a normal teenage boy. He played basketball, hanged with friends, and lived a normal life. Then it all went downhill, his mom and little sister died in a car accident, his once great stepfather becomes mentally, physically, and sexually abusive towards him. His life is getting worse and worse but at least he has his best friend Benji still by his side, even though zero is trying to push him away he still doesn't leave. 

Will he fall for his best friend?
Will he get away from his abusive stepfather? 
Will he get better? 

Come find out in this heartbreaking yet addictive book.

⚠️Trigger warning⚠️ contains mature and disturbing content, such as rape, abuse, death(not of the main character), cursing, self harm and more.

Also, I want my readers to know that if any of you guys have gone through anything such as mental anguish, sexual, physical, or mental abuse I am here to talk and you are loved, worthy, valid, and not alone.

Ps. Might have a love triangle. 😎All Rights Reserved

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