Inside
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Ongoing19m
Last published Mon, May 12, 2014
Look this is kinda personal for me okay so if you don't like it or you think it's crap, fine. Don't read it! Honestly I don't give a damn about what people think anymore. I've taken enough bull in my life and you know what? I can't take it anymore. The sleepless nights, the endless crying, there's only so much a girl can take before she breaks. Once again, if you think this is stupid, then why bother reading and hating? This is what it's like for me and if you couldn't care less then neither do I! This is who I am inside, behind my mask. This is me truly. This is inside.
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