Friendzone

Being in a relationship that's complicated to explain is very confusing. And this is what I'm experiencing. I'm stuck in a circle called 'Friendzone'. I stuck Friendzone with my best friend. He is a very perfect boy.

And I was just an ordinary teenage girl who lived in an orphanage. Very much different from him who came from among the rich. Could this be what is called no self-awareness? I also don't know why I can like someone from among the rich.

But I kept praying to God to unite me with him if we were destined and separate us if we were not. I don't want much hope because in the end it can hurt myself.