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My Loverman // Dreamnotfound

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Reads 161
Votes 9
Parts 5
Time 15m

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TWs: suicidal thoughts & actions, self harm, cursing, emotional & physical abuse, mature themes - chapters will have TWs with them.

George is lost, mentally. After the death of his parents, he was forced to live with his abusive Uncle where he becomes utterly depressed. He looks for ways to cope, but he finds none, that is until Clay finds him.

Clay is one of the only few friends George still has left. After the death of his parents, George pushed everyone out, very few willing to stay. After witnessing the true horrors of George's battle with depression, he knows its time to save his Loverman.

This story is inspired by the song, Mr Loverman by Ricky Montgomery.

This story is pure fiction, none of the events mentioned in this fanfic are based off true events.All Rights Reserved

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Already Gone by _havesomeblue_

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Skinny Love (DreamNotFound) by lisaaaaa1616

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I'll Never Forget by lisaaaaa1616

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