T O D A Y
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Ongoing, First published Feb 19, 2021
Mature
"What would it feel like to be free of burden? Of thoughts and the crippling loneliness that clings to you like a devoted lover?
 The question he asked was tricky, one that felt like a trap- if not careful one might fall, sinking into the never-ending abyss. I averted my eyes choosing to watch the dark skies instead of those familiar amber eyes that now held darkness I had yet to know.

"I do not know."

"To be at peace is a frightening thought as much as being left with loneliness is.

 If I could choose, I would choose to not feel at all. "








or she is his classmate who found herself back in the past, given the opportunity to save his future. except she does not wishes anything for the boy until hearts flutter and time stutter.
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[completed] heavy editing| reuploading
inspired by the webtoon 'back to you'.

CW: mention of death, depression and suicide
RATED MATURE FOR GRAPHIC THEMES OF SELF-HARM AND DEPRESSION 


                                              𝗨𝗣𝗗𝗔𝗧𝗘𝗦 𝗧𝗪𝗜𝗖𝗘 𝗔 𝗪𝗘𝗘𝗞 [𝗠𝗢𝗦𝗧𝗟𝗬 𝗢𝗡 𝗧𝗨𝗘𝗦𝗗𝗔𝗬𝗦 𝗔𝗡𝗗 𝗙𝗥𝗜𝗗𝗔𝗬𝗦]
[word count: 27711]


𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐃:  𝟐𝟕 𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟏
𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐈𝐒𝐇𝐄𝐃: 𝟏𝟓 𝐎𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟏



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