Spencer Reid// relapse
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after emily's death spencer doesn't know what to do anymore, emily was his safe place, his best friend, the only one who he told about his headaces.
he needed a escape from reality, he deserved it.
there is only one way for that.
dilaudid.
i do not own criminal minds/ supernatural nor the characters, i do own the storyline
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