CHRONO REGRET

'I always wanted to live a goddamn life where butterflies could exist on my stomach consistently, you know what I mean right? Consistently being inlove like there would be always a commitment where can you stay as long as you want no boundaries, no lies, no cheating. Being honest and faithful. But what could be the reason why would we end up like this anyway.

So I had this reset button I knew it was forbidden to use this because I would lose a part of myself. A part of my memory would be deleted but my feelings I don't know but I can bear the pain without knowing the person. It is better than being pretentious. '