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Last published Fri, Mar 19, 2021
TRIGGER WARNING: This story contains self-harm, mature language, depression, suicidal tendencies and mature themes. Reader discretion is advised.
She felt so empty, but her head was so loud. Slowly grading on her sanity, the voices were getting louder and louder. Why wouldn't they shut up? There was only so much she could take, but she could feel it. The feeling of breaking down, rotting. It felt like she was decaying.
Shinshu Kikami was destined to be a hero, wanted to be a hero. She had that spark, an unreplaceable light. But when a tragedy took away her brother, she quickly spiralled from greatness, and into an abyss.
She didn't want to breathe anymore.
I do not own any of the MHA characters, they belong to Kohei Horikoshi. I only own my OC and the idea.
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