Apnea
- Reads 95
- Votes 19
- Parts 12
TRIGGER WARNING: This story contains self-harm, mature language, depression, suicidal tendencies and mature themes. Reader discretion is advised.
She felt so empty, but her head was so loud. Slowly grading on her sanity, the voices were getting louder and louder. Why wouldn't they shut up? There was only so much she could take, but she could feel it. The feeling of breaking down, rotting. It felt like she was decaying.
Shinshu Kikami was destined to be a hero, wanted to be a hero. She had that spark, an unreplaceable light. But when a tragedy took away her brother, she quickly spiralled from greatness, and into an abyss.
She didn't want to breathe anymore.
I do not own any of the MHA characters, they belong to Kohei Horikoshi. I only own my OC and the idea.
All Rights Reserved
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
empty ~ kurotsuki
"the secret is to just be empty." his reflection looms over him as if it were a giant wave waiting to devour him. he feels the noose of his subconscious grow tighter, suffocating him with the voices of dysmorphia. as it tightens, his control begins to slip. "you can trust me...they don't know what you need...this is what will satisfy you." in his mind, he is healthy and this is normal to want to be thin. he has to be the spitting image of a national-playing athlete. he has to be for his boyfriend; who would want to date someone this ugly? he has to be for his family; he can't fail their expectations. this is normal. kei is stubborn. too stubborn for his own good. "you're beautiful." lair. "you're perfect just the way you are." shut up. "i love you." why? it may be too late for kei to realize that he is no longer himself. he is nothing but a hollow shell living in foreign skin. inside, he is empty. *** this story is inspired by jaidenanimations and BoyInABand's song "Empty". i do not own the song, nor do i take any credit for the lyrics. i do not own haikyuu or any of the characters. these characters belong to Haruichi Furudate. this story covers mature topics that may be triggering to some individuals. viewer discretion is advised. lowercase intended.Complete
𝓕𝓵𝓪𝓶𝓮𝓯𝓾𝓵 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮
🔞🔞TW: this book contains smut, strong language, sexual assault, and mention of abuse. 🔞🔞 I'm going to try to update at least once a week. Credit to whoever made the cover oh and its CRINGY *tears* ihateit firstbook *"Y/n it's so nice to have you." " Well I kinda didn't have much of a choice your lapdog here put up a good fight, and the name's Misery." I said with a fake smile. "Of course, misery, show me what you can do." "Wow, straight the point I see." I created a flame at the tip of my fingers and walked to a wall and wrote '𝓜𝓲𝓼𝓮𝓻𝔂 𝔀𝓪𝓼 𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮"with a smug smirk. Shiggy didn't seem pleased, "Cute. You can manipulate fire well we already have one of those." he said with a roll of his eyes. I laughed, "Your the one that wanted me." But I decided to show them the rest of my abilities and use second quirk I ejected my wings and my tail whipped around on the ground. "I can also emit them into flames." "Impressive your like a little phoenix. Your in." "Great!! Now can I go home now." I said glaring at Dabi. "Home?" He chuckled, "Your not going anywhere. This is your home now." "Ughh what is your problem you wanted me to join the league. I joined the league what else do you want from me." "I want you." He said with a seductive grin as he stroked my hair behind my ear. We made eye contact and I got butterflies. No, feelings bad. What is happening to me omg. "Fine, where will I sleep then." "In Dabi's room of course." "Excuse me what. "I said surprised. "You heard him. Your all mine." he said with a smile. That smile omg the BUTTERFLIES.* Y/n was a loyal follower of stain but what happens when she joins the league and falls for her new roomie.Complete
Our Destiny - Dabi x Reader 🍋 *FINISHED* +18
A love story between (y/n) and Dabi. (Y/n) was born into a happy family along with her sibling, an older brother who's called Hiroshi. They are always there for each other no matter what. (Y/n) is a child who rather likes to be alone. That's why she usually went to the peaceful Sekoto hill every day to collect flowers, sometimes butterflies or to simply look down at the town. Her parents didn't mind it, since they live near that place. She's safe there - they think. One day she met a boy around her age on the hill who was training his quirk. His name was Touya. A boy who likes to tease and is ignorant a bit, but kind on the inside, which (y/n) realized soon. They became friends as time passed. (Y/n) would never admit, but she even fell in love with that boy. An innocent childhood love, you would say. But one day there was an accident where her best friend died and vanished. It was difficult for her to live through this trauma, but she had to move on. She had several relationships in her life, but she couldn't forget that certain boy who she loved so much. So her relationships always ended in a short amount of time. Years passed when she met a well known villain named Dabi at a halloween party. Soon she realized who it really was. Her life twisted from that moment in an unusual way. Read to find out more! Best rankings: #2 in hauntingpast #1 in readerxdabi #4 in touyaxreader #1 in dabi out of 14,6 K stories -_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_- Story started at June 2021 -_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_- ❗WARNING❗ -Mature content can be found in the story, such as lemon and swearing/strong language. -Read at your own risk if you are not old enough! ×I do not own My hero academia / Boku no hero academia. ×I do not own any of the characters from the anime ×I do not own the pictures I put inside the story. Mostly found it on pinterest. ✓I only own the storyline, (Y/n)'s and other fictional characters inside the story, but of course I don't own you. -Hungarian ShinobiComplete
embers.
Rae, a girl with the ability to read other people's thoughts at her own convenience (or inconvenience), is a graduate-level student in Psychology who is dating Darius - more commonly referred to as "D". For the entirety of their relationship, D has been abusing Rae both physically and mentally, and she knows she can't take much more of it but also can't bring herself to leave him. In steps Dabi, your typical "bad guy" who makes the difficult decision to break away from his villain-like persona to protect her as a way of undoing his ignorance in his own past. -- I will admit that this will likely be very out-of-character Dabi! I'm not the best at writing people with personalities like his, but I will try my best. This is a universe where people have quirks (I call them abilities/powers in the work), but it's not as common as it is in the canon universe. Dabi is not a member of the LOV/PLF, as they AND the hero society do not exist in this world. He still has a vengeance towards his father, but I'm approaching it in a different light - one you will see as you read. This work does have mentions of physical, mental, and emotional abuse as well as alcohol and drug use. Please proceed with caution and know that I do not write about these things lightly! I will put any specific content warnings at the beginning of chapters. Just check your internal state while you read so as not to trigger yourself! Although this is an original female character, feel free to insert yourself into her shoes! I understand completely how annoying works like this can be sometimes.
inferno || dabi
rising up and following in stain's ideals, dabi was a pretty straightforward kinda guy. running into giran, the man who introduced him to the league of villains, had set him on another kind of path. one that was going to inevitably cross into y/n's, a vigilante who held tight onto what stain had preached, vowing to fix the hero society's corruption until the day she died. ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ my hero academia © kohei horikoshi dabi © kohei horikoshi inferno storyline © angel-xanarchy ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ ratings+extra stuff -mature content; strong language, sexual themes, gore, violence -partially follows the storyline of my hero academia/boku no hero academia (spoiler warning) -female reader; fem-bodied reader that will use she/her pronouns -started: 4.15.2021 -completed:Complete
Pyre - (Dabi X Reader) BNHA Fanfic
"It scares me", he whispered. "What does?", her eyes searched his face. "That you chose to love me out of everyone in this world", he breathed, his eyes wavering with uncertainty, "that us being together makes sense to you". She let out a single, quiet laugh and took his hand into hers. "I'm not choosing you because our being together makes sound, solid sense. I choose you because you make me forget there's a choice". He stared at her gentle yet fiery eyes and came to a realization. Whatever their souls were made of, his and hers were the same. College student Y/N L/N is ready to create a life of her own - that is up until one night her life takes a drastic turn, and she is forced to go against everything she's ever been taught. To make matters worse, Y/N's dark past comes to haunt her, leading to a turn of twisted events that'll test both her strength and will to survive. What feelings come to play when you are forced to work alongside the mysterious and enticing villain - Dabi? Most writers will tell you not be scared of the amount of chapters, but not here. Be terrified, let it whither your bones in fear. Anyways, enjoy ;)Complete
Those who can, do. Those who can't, teach. (OC/Reader x Aizawa)
Y/N L/N is a 23 year old semi-retired pro-hero, after waking up after a fight and having her quirk mysteriously disappear. She finds a job listing for a teacher at U.A., and decides to apply, not predicting the level of assholery one of her co-workers, Eraserhead, would have. She has to try and figure out how to keep on doing what she loves without her quirk, whilst also juggling a bunch of crazy damn kids. This is a story about love, our tragedies and traumas, and how our experiences shape us as people. How we get past our experiences, and what we learn from them. And how those experiences never define us as people. TW: SELF-HARM DEPRESSION ANXIETY PANIC ATTACKS 18+ NSFW SEXUAL CONTENT Slowburn + Enemies to Lovers MANY CHARACTERS OOC COMPLETE This is kinda oc kinda reader because I can't make up my mind on her name.Complete
Divine Interference (KNYxModern!F!reader)
(Y/N) was never kind-at least, not in her own eyes. At 19, she lived a normal life, except for the voice inside her head that is, and never saw herself as particularly good or heroic. She wasn't a hero after all. But her actions often contradicted that belief, speaking louder than her own self-perception. She was fiercely protective of her friends, though she struggled to understand why. Could she feel emotions? Yes. But understanding them? That was a different story. Then, she was shot. Instead of dying, she woke up as her 10-year-old self-reborn into the world of her favorite childhood manga, Demon Slayer, years before the story began. Why was she here? Who brought her there? The answers were as unclear as the muffled, underwater-like voice that had guided her since she was a child. The voice inside her head. With no clear purpose and no desire to change fate, she decided to live for herself like she always did. If she was stuck in this world, she might as well have fun! It was the purpose of her life after all, to have fun. And where else was more exciting than with the main characters? Everything revolved around them right? So she became a traveler, to find him, wandering from place to place, meeting all sorts of people-many of whom she recognized as future hashiras or part of the main cast. Along the way, she unintentionally formed bonds, won over many hearts, and built a new life for herself, never thinking too hard about the future. Everything was great! But, as time went by, she slowly forgot the storyline, or even what world she was reincarnated in. She even found love. She was happy, until the demon king killed him, she sought revenge, as memories rushed back in that moment seeing him on the ground dying. (Y/N) loved to fight, she was sadistic yet kind, what an odd combination. Along with the voice in her head, will she finally find a fun exciting new life? *there is no main love interest! VariousxF!reader!*
"the secret is to just be empty." his reflection looms over him as if it were a giant wave waiting to devour him. he feels the noose of his subconscious grow tighter, suffocating him with the voices of dysmorphia. as it tightens, his control begins to slip. "you can trust me...they don't know what you need...this is what will satisfy you." in his mind, he is healthy and this is normal to want to be thin. he has to be the spitting image of a national-playing athlete. he has to be for his boyfriend; who would want to date someone this ugly? he has to be for his family; he can't fail their expectations. this is normal. kei is stubborn. too stubborn for his own good. "you're beautiful." lair. "you're perfect just the way you are." shut up. "i love you." why? it may be too late for kei to realize that he is no longer himself. he is nothing but a hollow shell living in foreign skin. inside, he is empty. *** this story is inspired by jaidenanimations and BoyInABand's song "Empty". i do not own the song, nor do i take any credit for the lyrics. i do not own haikyuu or any of the characters. these characters belong to Haruichi Furudate. this story covers mature topics that may be triggering to some individuals. viewer discretion is advised. lowercase intended.
More detailsContent Guidelines