Thoughts I Never Intended to Share
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Last published Fri, Apr 21, 2023
It takes me a long time to write my stories. I write in spurts, bursts of energy which come once every few weeks. In between, I have a million thoughts in my head that come and go as they please. Every once in awhile, I'll write them down. These are my Thoughts I Never Intended to Share.
A note on the cover: For my other works, I picked Romantic or Impressionists artworks. For this, I decided to go in a different direction. This is theme is called a leitmotif, or leading motive. In music, it is a phrase associated with a character or idea. This particular motif comes from Wagner's Ring Cycle, and is known simply as "Genesis." It represents the beginning of the world in a sprawling opening arpeggio, the pristine and beautiful source of all things. It is breathtakingly beautiful. I like what this motif symbolizes, and so I picked it as the cover for my thoughts, an opening motif to the world that exists inside my head. You can listen to the motif here:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kK9wrEd88Ok
If you would like to listen to it in the context of an actual piece, listen to Prelude and Entrance of the Gods into Valhalla:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5dsr0BUfJhk
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