Since The Beginning// A MerDer FF//
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Meredith Didn't have it easy growing up. We all know that. But what if she had someone there by her side through every minute of it?
I do not own any of the characters. You can give that to the amazing Shonda Rhimes and other writers of Greys.
TW/ self harm, depression, suicide.
These things are not a joke! If you or a loved one need help, please find it!
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