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To Hell With It

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Reads 9,202
Votes 644
Parts 28
Time 1h 47m

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Gray is still struggling after the loss if his friend. Even though he has made new friends and everything, he misses Stephen. He knew ling before losing him he cared for him more than a friend should. If only he could tell him. It was to late though. Or was it? What if Stephen really does come back?
All credit of characters, possible art, and the wonderful story of weak hero do not belong to me. It is all credited to Seopass/Razen u less stated so (this includes the cover, idk who drew it but credits to them)

Warning:
Suicidal thoughts
Suicidal actions
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